Y/N

Void. My head snapped into a void the moment I realised i am sewn to him for eternity. My head spun. The walls of the room crushed me. I screamed inside my head. My body screamed to move. But I couldn't.

I gazed at the blood dribbling down from the skin where it was torn by each pull and tug by the needle and the thread. I wanted to pull and tug from his flesh. I wanted to peel out myself from him. Or may be I should do the peel out.

Fifteen minutes. I have fifteen minutes to peel out from him before my body slip into a paralysis as he pierced the drug inside me.

I lingered there immovable. My tears ceased to pour down from my eyes. I sniffled. My mind carved and configured into credence to peel him off from my body.

I took a glimpse at his work he was entangled in slicing off the thread as he did the last pull and tug that transversed through my skin and his.

" There it's done. Let's get them healed and then we can take the stitches out. We would look more perfect." A sinister sheathed satisfied smile lingered on his lips." Bound flesh to flesh, bones to bones and" he inclined forward to unclamp my other wrist from the chain. " Soul to soul."

A shiver fizzled and writhed through my body as his words immersed in every flesh and fibre of my body.

He tilted his head and admired his work with my flesh on his. His eyes glistened in a twisted and cursed possession as if our stitched arms were a prize of his possession.

" Do you feel that?" He gently swayed our stitched arms. He tilted his head and glanced at it in adoration." This isn't just the skin to skin stitched, baby. This is fate. Our fate. A fate I wrote for us. Bounded in madness and blood. "

Now. Or . Never. My hand twitched to hurl out the glass shard I had hidden beneath the bed.

I can do this. My heart thundered to my head. My courage pulsed louder through my nerves than the silence between me and him.

" I don't think so." I spat my words at him . In a split second, I lurched to my left, ignoring the threatening threads of flesh he had stitched between us. Pain and trepidations exploded through my arm as the stitches yanked and tore at my skin. A horrifying scream ripped from my throat as blazing pain carved through me as my skin raked off.

"Y/N!!!" he roared, his voice splintered across the room.

But it was too late. My sudden movement of inclining , lead to rip apart his skin from the threads of his possession that he had embedded on his skin. The threads uncurled leading to his raw pain and blood.

I clutched to the glass shard with my fingers cornering the fact that it was piercing every delicate skin of my palm. I made sure it perfectly seated inside my palm imitating a perfect knife to stab him.

" Baby, what the fuck are you doing?" He travelled his hand around my waist in complete agony as his voice came out in whimpers. I seized the moment and in a swift pace I turned to him and crashed the glass shard to his right shoulder. Blood gushed down from his shoulder.

" Fuck!!" A painful scream tore through his throat. I pulled out the glass shard and stabbed again on the same spot. More blood poured out of his shoulder and tainted his entire chest. A pinch of hurt strangled me. I wanted to toss the glass shard off and embrace him. But no. I can't. I won't. I shouldn't.I dont want this.

I slid out the glass shard from his shoulder. His other hand, the one, whose bicep was sewn to mine involuntarily flung to his shoulder to clamp the stab wound.

" I am..." I fizzled, sliding the  glass shard between the last few threads still binding and holding our flesh together ."Fucking." I dragged it through the sewn skin. He screeched." No, Y/N! Dont." His scream thundered through my skull blending with my pounding of my heart.  The sound of meat being sliced raw and wet blared across the room. "Leaving." My voice came out as a snarl as I carved through the insane fusion of our bodies, inch by inch. Blood filtered through my fingers as I clutched the glass shard harder. His blood blended with mine pouring down my wrist,and dripped down through our trembling blood soaked hands.  "You." With a final, brutal slice, I ripped the shard through the last tether of our stitched skin.

My flesh peeled out from his with a bolt of freedom. My flesh was torn from his, bleeding but mine again. His wails and whines swayed across the room breaking his possession. His act of Possession.

I panted. His body shrunk in pain. I tossed the glass shard on the floor. At a stroke i clasped the chain he untangled from my wrist , the one lying on the bed and  threw it around his neck to coil them , not firmly to strangle him but to hold him down. And then I connected the rest of the chain dangling to his right wrist and hauled him to the headboard.

" Baby , don't please. Dont do this..." He whimpered. He couldn't wrestle against the chain as the pain on his shoulder and shredded fleshes at his left arm had him immovable. His hands tried reaching me. I inclined backwards and tangled the chain in knots to the headboard.

I stumbled back and tripped on the floor as my left leg failed to be glued to the floor.

" No ! Fucking! No!" He yelled and yowled. " Get the fuck back ,here sunflower.Please!" I cornered his words and stood up on my feet with help of my right leg. I marched towards the hoodie he flipped on the floor before he crawled to bed to bound his flesh with mine. I took the hoodie and slipped it above my head and pushed my two hands through the sleeves  of the hoodie.

" Baby, where are you going? Baby please dont leave me. " He wrestled against the chain. It scrapped his skin off at his wrist. My heart scattered witnessing his pain and grief. " Please I am begging you, Y/N.." he sobbed. He cried. His snot trailed and tripped from his nose. His body shook. His shoulder slouched. In complete defeat.

I oscillated my heels and foraged for any bottom wear i wanted to hop on. My eyes then fell on my trousers he might have flipped on the floor when I was unconscious inside with wooden box affixed on my head. The trousers he changed me in after he treated my bullet wound at my thighs.

I clutched it and swiftly slipped my legs into the trousers legs.

" Y/N. Dont . Please listen to me. Baby please.  You can't leave. Please. It's dangerous out there. Please I am begging you. " He cried out in desperation.

" I am Leaving.  " I growled. "I am going to search for the truth you have been hiding from me all these fucking years!" I rebuked. My voice ripped through my throat. " I am going to find Jungkook. I am going to find every fucking sick and disgusting thing you did and hid. If it's going to shatter my heart and if it destroys me,then let this be the last time we ever see each other, Ian."

My voice wobbled into a whisper as tears rolled down my eyes.  "I love you… but I don’t want you. Not like this. Not anymore."

" No, baby please. Listen. Listen to me" His voice pleaded."You cant leave right now. I have injected mobirine into your system.  You wont make it. You will collapse halfway,  paralysed. Dont do this. Dont be stupid  " He jerked the chain trying to wriggle out of it. I took a step back.

"You think drugging me with some shit will make me stop leaving from this shit hole , Ian? "I snapped."That’s not love, Ian. That’s control. That’s fear. The fear shoved inside me "

My legs already felt heavy, the numbness commenced to creep down.  " I would rather crawl to the truth than rot here in your fucking lies. You don’t get to break me and beg me to stay in the same breath."

I shook my head, tears poured down in my eyes. "You lost the right to protect me the moment you became the one I needed protecting from. We are done. " I turned my heels and dragged my feet out of the room

" No! No! Y/N. " He screamed." Dont please listen to me. Everything i did was because I love you. " I walked out completely staying deaf to his words. "Dont leave. Dont go to him. You don't know what he is now, Y/N. He got Paxton. Baby please..."  I clapped my palm to my ears to muffle his noises and screams piercing my ears.

My heart ripped from my chest as more of his cries and sobs were clinging to my head.I dragged my feet outside. I stood there for a moment and immersed my face to my palm and cried loud. " I can't do this. God. I can't do this. I can't leave him. " Tears blazed down my from eyes to my chin. I panted. I wheezed. But then the lies he dispatched to my head waved in. " I have to," I whispered, almost to myself. " I have to find the truth… even if it kills me. My voice trembled ."I can’t live another day drowning in his lies. I am fucking going to find if the truth bleeds me.! "

I stepped outside of the cabin. A dark and eerie veil enclosed me.

The pain set forth to creep on me. The pain at my palm due to the laceration set down by the glass shard. The bullet wound that was at the edge of healing was already strangling the meat of my leg. The peeled off flesh from my right arm I sliced off from his started to ache. The blood soaked my hoodie. His hoodie.

And the drug, it's going to take me down soon.

I dragged my feet through the dark woods. The moon didn't show up out of its resident clouds to escort me. May be it is wrathful as we finally became apart, I finally left him to bleed then and there. 

A wedge of me was petrified that his pets would make way in here. No. Their movements didn't invade my path. Maybe they are asleep or they might have decided to let me go. Or may be ? May be. They tried to attack him perceiving that he tried to hurt me?

I gasped as the thought swam in. What if they hurt him?

No no no.

I clicked my tongue and snapped my fingers to call them out. There were no sign of their movements. Panic crept over me.

" Come on." I whispered. And clicked my tongue again. I snapped my fingers again , cornering out my pain lingering on my palm. No sign of their movements. " God please." I prayed in whisper. "Come on please "

Hold the meat in one hand, and keep your tongue ready to click. Dont rush. Dont panic. Stay focussed baby."

The moment you click your tongue, drop the meat.

Stop distracting me Jungkook.!

On count of three, you will drop the meat and click your tongue. Right?

stop touching me asshole! I am trying to do something here.

Can you not be horny for one time Jungkook?

Here is what we gonna do baby. I am gonna count up to three and you are going to drop the meat simultaneously commanding them to eat by clicking your tongue. And .And. I am going to eat your pussy out.

In a swift flash moment, my mind spiraled back to the memory,me and him, side by side, serving Roy’s meat to our pets like it was our game to play. We laughed. We smiled. Like it was our love. 

A single tear traced in a slow pace down to my cheeks. I whimpered and mopped off my tears.

A sudden rustling of the leaves pulled me out of my thoughts. My body thrusted forward with a jolt as claws curled around my feet. I glanced down. It was them. Si -hoo and Soo. His Alligators.

Without uttering a word, i dragged my feet to move swiftly. Because the longer I wait, the longer the drug takes control of my body to shovel me down to temporary paralysis.

They followed me in tranquility. I drew my feet swiftly through the dry leaves wheezing for air, as the drug commenced through my nerves. " Fuck " i muttered. My lungs blazed as I wheezed for air. The numbness hit my right arm. The nerves at my forearm set forth to feel numb as the drug slithered like a venom. The numbness claimed my entire right arm. Leisurely. Deliberately.

I sprinted my feet movement.

My fingers of my left wrist trembled. I drew my feet through the bristled leaves and  clawed my nails at tree trunks,to hurl myself forward .  My heartbeat hit like a thunderstorm in my skull. The night was cruel. The moon was cruel. Wrathful at me for leaving him behind. The clouds behaved like a dark veil not allowing me to get a glimpse of the way out of the woods.

As I dragged myself by clawing to every tree trunks, the fingers of my left arm commenced to feel the numbness. The drug was reaching its triumph in claiming me.

I glanced around the woods. The trees enclosed me into rusted iron bars. My vision blurred at the corner of my eyes. The drug started to hit my optic nerves . Still, I whispered out, "How far is it… to reach the sea?" I tried to recall and retrace the path we took from the shoreline to the cabin. I forced my head to remember every various bristled leaves and broken branches we stepped on.

Look at us in shadow baby . Dont we look like we are one body with two legs and two arms?Thats how we are supposed to be. An abomination. I wouldn't mind if it even takes to sew our body with flesh and bones together so that we can never be apart. Just like the abomination, before Greek god separated their soul mates to find their other halves.

My mind twisted back to his words that made me curl into a submissive being in his arms while we made love in the dark woods before he dragged me to the cabin.

" Asshole, was fucking obsessed in getting me sewed to his fleshes " I muttered with several intermittents.

I rest my numbing fingers to the tree and inclined my body to it. His Alligators concurrently curled around my feet and set their protective snouts like a watching guardians of mine.

" I will be fine. You should go back. But will you promise you won't hurt him?" I asked them as if they could perceive me. But I felt a pinch of warmness at least I had their presence to embrace in lonely dark void.

The silence in the woods mocked at me. The wind didn't care to ruffle my hair or pass around me to stroke me some comfort. It turned up at the crown of the trees as if whispering to them that I was doing something wrong and I should turn my feet back and run to him.

I wheezed for air. And tried to claw my nails at the bark of the tree. But i barely could. I could move a single finger one by one.

" Why the fuck I  always get stuck in a fucking woods? " I murmured as I recalled how i endured in the woods after I attacked Roy. I remembered starving for two days straight, the raw hunger clawing the inside of my stomach.  I remembered how I had to stitch up my own leg, shaking and bleeding, after the combat I got while escaping Roy through the van’s window.

My head started to spin as fear sheathed around me. I have to move faster. I can't slip into paralysis in the middle of nowhere.

I tried fisting my broken wrist. It went futile. My breaths shortened . Every breath felt like I was locked inside a glass chamber.  The tears went drought at my cheeks.

But behind me, I could still feel him. I could still feel his presence though I had him chained to bed. I still felt him.

I dragged my feet further. The numbness got triumph at claiming my entire right arm.

I sprinted my feet. But the pace was getting slower and slower , since my two arms are feeling heavy that the earth might swallow me up now.

My thighs commenced to feel useless as i moved swiftly. The drug escorted down to my thighs after completely defeating my upper body. " God no please " i whimpered. I cocked my neck to get a peep of ahead of the woods.

I couldn’t run. I was barely walking.  I dragged my one feet through the trees and leaves. The sole of my foot gathered lumps of dirts, muds and bristled leaves that was leaving scratches to my delicate skin.

Hop in , we are walking through woods. There may be twigs and thorns it could pierce your feet, baby.

His voice swam inside my head . The words he said to me to hop into the shoes before he dragged me through the woods.

"Sunflower…" his voice whispered ."Don’t you dare leave me again."

In a stroke I cocked my neck and turned around " no please dont!" I screeched. But it didn't come out in high pitch.

Dark. Onyx. Black.

Nothing. No one. No voices.

It was my head.

His voice haunted my head.

I turned my head around and drew my feet again. The moon waved behind the curtains of clouds and mocked me as I found only darkness through the woods. However the moonlight made a sudden appearance accidentally while playing hide and seek with me. My eyes caught the glimpse of ahead of the woods.

My eyes widened as my eyes got a glance of the road which I captured in split second as vehicle passed. The beam light of the vehicle gave me a mild appearance of the road.

A hint of relief swam in.  But it short lived as the drug escorted to my calves. Wait. Why am I seeing a road instead of shoreline? Did I come other way around. ?

My calves gave out. I hit the ground with a thud.My face pressed against the dirt and dead leaves. A few leaves crushed beneath me.

First your legs will turn to stone, then your arms,useless, limp and finally, that pretty little head of yours.

Then why the heck couldnt I move my right arm. I gazed at my right arm. Fuck. Anesthesia. I could move it but couldn't feel it. Fucking shit.

I took a breath and set my elbow to thrust my body upwards to crawl toward the road.  I tried to move for  an inch. It was arduous, as I have to pull my whole body with my one elbow. My breath shortened. The earth was swallowing me up trying to hold me back from leaving him.

Voice. His voice was resonated through my skull.

You belong to me, sunflower,every breath, every heartbeat. And I’ll tear the world apart before I let you forget that.

" Stop stop!" I tried to scream, but only wobbled gasps and earns for air absconded through my lips.

The numbness reached my chest. My heart pounded to my head. I wrestled to stay alive, to reach the road. And may be I could ask some help. But I could feel my heartbeat getting slow. Or was it my head saying things to me? A shudder waved through me. My right arm started to behave like a wobbling puppet's hand.

I wont make it unless i move and thrust my body forward.

I grunted hard and moved my body forward pressing my elbow to the ground. The sleeve of his hoodie served as a bandage in scrapping off my screen due to drag of my body with it.

I pushed my body again forward. My eyes could see the road. A relief waved. " come on!" I roared but it came out only as a whisper.

" Few more steps " I panted and dragged myself at further. " Few more " I whispered to myself.

" Come on." I almost reached the side of the road. His Alligators over took me and crawled to the road to watch for any threat . " No get back. They might run you over. Get the fuck back." I tried to shout but it came out only as a gasp.

" Fuck. Your asses are stubborn just like him" I gritted my teeth and pushed myself more forward with a force. Half of my body landed on the road while my legs were still sunk into the forest. The road was dark and eerie, I wish could run back but the real horror is behind me at the cabin in the woods.

The road shuddered out of the blue. My ears pitched up and uplifted my head to the side. My eyes broadened as a heavy beam of light pierced my eyes.The tires raking the road was roaring to my ears." Oh fucking shit.No no. No. "I pushed my body further and settled beside Si-hoo to protect them from being run over by whatever vehicle was coming through us.

I squinted my eyes at the beam of light came to us. " Stop.!Stop. !Stop! we are here." Gasps and exhales escaped through my mouth.

I condensed my eyes as the tires rubber was blazing the road that shuddered through my head. A sudden tearing sound of the tire, growled at a sniffling distance. I scrolled up my eyelids in a split second only to meet a massive tire leaping in front of my eyes. The sound of windows being scrolled down smoothly waved to my ears inviting me relief.

" No no..dont get down. There are crocodiles down there. " A man's voice trembled in fear." For fuck sake. They are alligators. " I mumbled. I composed myself to call out because if i linger there ,my head is going down to earth through numbness.

" Relax, they are his pets. " Another voice spoke. Rough and deep.

" Help." I yelped.

" But, master. She is down there with those crocodiles. " Another voice cut in, followed by the sharp click of door locks unlatching.

" They are alligators. Now move your asses and bring her to me."The rough and deep voice commanded.

" What if it attacks us?" The men asked in unison.

" Shoot them.but dont kill them.He loves his pets too much let him watch them enduring in pain ."

My breaths shortened abnormally.

The car's door opened in swift motion and slammed shut. " No no. Please dont hurt them. They are not dangerous. Please I am begging you" The boot shoes walked to me. My eyes could only perceive the black boots walking to hunt my alligator.

" Please." I turned my head to Si-hoo." Go back. They will hurt you. Go back to him." I cried out. My words never made its way out. But my cries did. My tears did. They both took a u turn and crawled above me and settled on me. One on my back and the other probably on my legs. Because I couldn't feel both of them as my lower body was completely numb.

The settled on me alike guardians. They perfectly pictured the phrases 'If you want to touch her, you’ll have to go through me first.'

" Please listen to me." I whimpered. The gun clicking sound blared.

" Dont shoot her. I will blow your brains out. " The rough voice cut in again.

" Worry not, master. We..." His words fragmented as one of my alligator threw it's snout on him and clutched it's teeth on his ankle. Fucking imbecile moron, didn't learn that the gun cocking sound could trigger them already to eat them as a feast. " No. Si-hoo" I called out. But it was too late. 

A gun shot roared out of the blue that followed with a huge grunt and bellows of one of my alligator. I oscillated my head around. I couldn't see what was happening behind my back. Another shot.Another grunt and bellow of my alligator. "No!.No!" I cried out. " Dont hurt them please! They were trying to protect me!" I cried out and set my forehead to the road. " Please let them go." I sobbed. My tears fell on the road. My cries and words muffled.

Two hands clasped around my arms and dragged me from the spot. " No no. Let me go! " I screeched. Voice didn't come out.  I tried to turn my head to the two hands holding my arms. My vision was already blurring as the drug started to seat on my head. I barely saw my pets curled on the road. In hurt and pain. It ripped my heart into sheets and shreds. " No no." 

My eyes then fell on the man who was wailing on the ground clutching his ankle.

The men yanked open the car door and threw me inside without a word. I landed hard on my back and  collided against something firm and thick. A muscular thighs. Before I could aggregate my breath and stuff to my lungs, an unfamiliar arm curled tightly around my waist.I writhed. I detested that touch.  The arm pulled me to a hard chest.  The scent was strange.The grip was strange . My pulse skyrocketed as the door slammed shut.

" Hey there, sunflower. It's been ten years. We meet again."

The rough and deep voice roared. The words settled on my chest. Perforating and weighing down.

" Jungkook ?" I whispered and blinked my eyes several times to capture his face, but my optic nerves gave up, my eye lids were heavy and it to scroll down.

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