Ian /Jungkook

Few hours earlier:

The fright night I wished it would never arrive had arrived ,transforming my soul into every shreds and pieces. Every bit, every fibre of my heart scattered into several fragments and tatters that I couldn't organise them for myself as the pain loitered. The pain , that my sunflower left me. She left me seeking for hell where the truth could twist her soul to drown into a despair.

It splintered me into numerous splits and slits when she said she loves me. The urge to swallow her with my arms murdered me inside the minute she said she loves me. Yet. I couldn't reach her as I was chained to the bed's headboard.

Her sobs. Her wails. Her whines perforated my ears before her feet stepped out of the cabin. Spikes of apprehension crawled over me ,as her cries faded away. Indicating. She left me.

" No no no..!! "I yowled while her sobs faded away from my ears.I tugged the chain with my right hand which lead to strangle my throat as she coiled the chain around my neck and connected them to my right wrist. Moreover. The piercing pain at my right shoulder where she stuck the glass shard twice, to hold me back , loitered.

" Y/N, baby . Please dont leave me " i whined and flung my legs to the floor. The more I shifted and twisted my body to unfasten from the chain the more , the pain at my shoulder wound pierced me. She really did make sure my ass is stuck here. But not forever.

" Y/N!!" I shouted such that my throat shuddered to be tore apart. Almost. There was no sign of her across the cabin which made me to perceive that she really, really left me. I wont let that to succeed. At a snap moment my left hand found my pant pockets only to realize that I placed my phone at the desk in the living room while grabbing the essential things to stitch our fleshes together.

It was the ravishing moment. Her fleshes were sewn with mine , made me feel complete the void I had while I lost my family. I relished each and every time the needle and thread transversed , passed through every inch of my skin and pulled towards her flesh. Though her cries killed my soul, I forced to stitch our fleshes together because it was meant to be like that. Bounded , flesh to flesh,bone to bone and soul to soul. I dont care that I have gone against the heavens just to have her for myself by sewing our flesh together. May be my act, made him wrathful ,that fate allowed my Y/N to leave me.

But I dont give a shit about it. I would go against fate to have her for myself. I would go against heavens to have her blended with my flesh, bones and soul.

Because what I hold on her is more horrific than the darkness. It is a sickness and gut wrenching possession , an obsession that never rottens stitched into my veins. Being apart from her is a damnation that no living being in the blue shit marble would get that . It is a hell fire. Even God would flinch and avert his eyes away when he percieve the possession I have on my sunflower. I am worse than a Satan , that he would step aside. A monster crawled out of the void , wrapped in flesh and bones , to be blended with my sunflower.

" Y/N. Baby please come back to me! Fucking dont leave me!" I shouted again in a hope she would turn her pretty feet towards me. There was no moment or any hint of her presence. My heart thrashed to my chest. No. She made her decision. Really? My sunflower left me? To know some distasteful truths that would hunt and haunt her to torment her for life time? That would rip her apart from me? She cant do this to me. To us. To our love. To our possession.

I couldnt turn to my right side, as the pain of my glass shard injury was tearing my arm from my shoulder. I couldn't turn and untangle the chain she swirled around my wrist and to the bed. Just like me and her meant to be. I would love to be tangled up with her for my lifetime rather than a headboard of a fucking bed.

I brought my left hand above my head and fiddled my fingers at the chain she tangled to the headboard of the bed. Blood didnt cease to gush down from the laceration at my shoulder. I didnt give a fuck to that. I hooked my thumb and index finger into the loops of the chain swirled into a knot. I tapped my finger tips to study the way my sunflower grabbed the twisted links with the chain. I breathed hard and utterly affixed my mind in studying the ways of the chain tangled.

I took a moment and closed my eyes. And then I hooked my thumb into the twisted links of the chain and slid them out one by one. However the pain at my shoulder was murdering me , gradually. The chain gave a sharp clink by each time I pulled the twisted links. It snarled each time I unfastened it. The clink sound rushed the abomination inside me to move my ass up and rush to my sunflower.

By the last twist and tug, the chain untangled and let go of my wrist. I sighed in relief and uncoiled the chain around my throat. My breath rattled at my throat. In a swift moment, I bend my knees and set my foot on floor to push my body upwards. I stood up. I turned to the bed and gazed for a second that had slings of my sunflower's blood dripped while I almost had her for myself.

I grasped the sheets and tored them into strips. I swaddled the strip of the sheets around my shoulder with my left hand,  but couldn't place a knot on it as I couldn't move my right arm. I swaddled my shoulder in a tight wrap and marched outside the room. My feet moved abruptly to the desk and snatched my phone. I swiped my thumb over the screen. The touch of my thumb didn't help to unlock the phone as my thumb was soaked in my blood. I swiftly wiped off the blood at the sheets wrapped around my shoulder and swiped my thumb again at the screen. It unlocked. My fingers instantly found to forage for the location of my men.

The pins of my men's location was dawdled at the spot. It didnt move which was suspicious. If my sunflower made towards the outer rim of the woods, certainly my men would have captured her. The pins of men's location might have drifted. But, here in my phone 's screen they were at the same spot which is weird and not good.

Panic crawled over me.Didnt she make out of the woods? Or did her body gave up to the mobirine i injected to her veins? Or did someone attacked my men and thats why their location pins are still?

I slid the phone back to my pocket. I rushed outside the cabin. " Y/N." I called out. " Y/N please dont leave. Baby " I Whimpered and moved my feet swiftly. " Y/N!! Y/N ..!!" I yowled again searching for signs of her presence. Nope. Nothing. I set my feet to run into the woods. The pain at my shoulder hold me back. However, I immersed into the woods at a stroke moment.

Hold on. Where are my pets?

Gun firing sound alarmed my ears. My heart threw up to my throat. " No! Y/N!!!" I screeched. I marched abruptly through the woods. The dried leaves and twigs ruputured beneath my feet. It lacerated and tore the sole of my feet. I didnt flinch. I didnt wince. Yet. I moved with my nimble feet. Another gun firing sound alarmed.

" No no. Y/N. Y/N." I set forth my feet in a speedy movement like a madman. Spontaneously, i clicked my tongue to call my pets because there were no sign of their crawling movement around me.

I planted my feet to take a swift run towards the outer rim of the woods. The glass shard injury was pulling me back, yet I tried to run. Out of the blue, my toes looped with a slender rope like twig and at a stroke my feet was tugged backwards by the twig leading me to crash land on the ground. My face hit the ground. I yelped. I set my hands to the ground. The dirts and piercing pebbles pressed to my palm leaving slices and cuts through my skin at my palm. I didnt budge or paid my attention to it. I pushed my body up , only to thrash again to the ground as the laceration at my shoulder almost ripped the soul of my body.

I breathed seveal times to calm and divert my mind away from the pain on the shoulder. I raised again and commenced to run.

A wave of relief swam in as my eyes got a glimpse of the road, but it shortlived for split seconds as my ears recieved the sound of a car tires scrapping the road. It was almost diminishing which lead me to perceive that I havent even reached half way of the woods.

" No no. Someone fucking stopped the car in the middle of the road." I panted. Yet. I rushed my feet. " Was it some random people driving through the road or....  " I wheezed. The air rasped through my throat. " Or was it that bastard? Did he made out here? "

I rushed my feet movement again. " No baby. Please dont leave. ." I sobbed and took heavy steps through the woods which was not enough to reach her in a swift motion. " Baby please dont get into any fucking car.." i Whimpered and whispered to myself. " Please,baby come back to me .." Tears roamed down my cheeks and blended with my sweat. The more I moved my feet, the more my head weighed down. The pain loitered. " Please , sunflower. dont leave me..."

" Please, I am coming, just dont ....."

My heart palpitations ceased for a moment as sound of the car doors slamming , resonated to my ears in a mild diminishing way. Did she ? Did she get into someone 's car? Was that motherfucker?if its him, I am fucking going to kill him, for not being alive and for being alive.

" No no. Y/N. Y/N.." i cried out. " Y/N..  dont go..."

The car engine revving sound barged to my ears. I pressed my bare feet on the ground and moved swiftly, only to trip and crash down to the ground. My forehead landed on a piercing rock. My head spun for a moment as the pain swirled around me head. I uplifted my head, blood travelled down from the punctured wound as the rock tore the left side of my forehead. I dawdled there. Wailed and whined. 

" Baby please, dont leave me.. " I choked on my cries and sobs. My yelps echoed across the dark woods. " please, sunflower. Hang in there. Dont ...." My words sliced off as the sound of car driving off waved through my ears again. " No no...." I sobbed . " Please Y/N.. dont... " I sunk my forehead to the ground . My sobs muffled to the coarse ground . " I promise, I will atleast tell you a silver of truth about me. Something real.. something true... please dont..go...."

I thumped my fist to the ground, the coarse and hard pebbles and mud perforated my skin at my knuckles." I promise.  Please....I cant.  It kills me. "

I hung around there few moments. I shifted gently towards a tree by dragging my body. I planted my hand to the tree's trunk and pushed my body upwards. I inclined to the tree and my breath rattled, screaming for oxygen. I cried again. Tears poured down.

The realization that she had left me gnawed at my chest, over and over. It was like a parasite ploughing inside my brain. It was not only a heartbreak, it felt like my possession slipped away from my grip. The thought of her walking away was murdering me inside and out. The thought of her breathing without me , clawed my chest. The thought of me breathing without her was disintegrating my soul, ounce by ounce. Slow and painful.

I took a huff of air and dragged myself through the woods until I reached the road. I panted. I turned my head around . It was dark. The road was dark. There was no sign of her or the car. I whimpered. It hurt me so much that I left to slip her away from me.

A sudden painful groan, pulled me out of my thoughts about her. I snapped my neck to the direction the painful groan drew my attention. A vehicle passed by. The sudden beam of light served as a torch , to receive a glimpse of my Si-hoo lying at the side of the road holding his breath , and soaked in blood.

" No no. No..Si-hoo..." I cried and rushed to him. I sunk down my knees to the ground and scrapped my two hands beneath his body. I uplifted him to embrace him to my chest. His snout rested at my shoulder and dashed to my glass shard injury. I winced in pain ,still I held him like he would slip away from my hand by any minute.His tail swung to the inner side of my elbow and curled only to hit at my stitch wound. I shuddered in pain. Yet couldn't let him go.

" No no.. " I sobbed. He groaned and whined in pain. " Who did this to you?" I snarled as if he could follow me. " Who the fuck!!!" I yelled and hold him more closer.

I gently pulled him away from my chest and patted my hands to his body, to locate his wound. At a stroke, my fingers traced at his bullet wound. I flinched. He groaned loud and writhed in my arms. " No no. I am sorry. I am sorry.." I sobbed. " We can get out of here, okay? I am taking you to the best veterinarian there is, and I swear, Si-hoo, you are going to be alright." I crushed him to my chest. His scales and scutes pierced my chest.

" Wait. Where is soo? Where is she?  Where is your wife?" My hands trembled though I held him closer to my chest. I gradually stood up carrying him in my arms. I let out a painful groan as his scales pierced my chest and his snout writhed against my glass shard wound at my shoulder. I whistled to call her out. Her groan waved in slowly. I walked following her painful groans. I clicked my tongue. " Come on ..." I mumbled and wandered forward holding Si-hoo in my arms.

Her tail was writhing on the side of the road. I instantly walked to her and found her drenched in blood too. " No..no..Soo.." I mewled. My rage skyrocketed as I perceived that it was certainly that sick bastard who did this to my pets knowing very well, this would break me. And how the fuck did he got through my men?

Where are my men? Why arent they here?

I glanced to Soo once ." Hang in there. We are leaving. " I turned around and walked to the middle of the road carrying Si-hoo in my arms. I walked further only to see my men are lying at the other side of the road and drenched in blood. I grinded my teeth. I walked further. More of my men were lying scattered on the side of the road, drenched in blood.

My heart hammered to my skull. I couldn't move my arms to pull out my phone from my pant pocket. I rebuked myself for not thinking once to call them while I was dragging myself through the woods to road. However my head was fogged with thought of my sunflower, that she left me.

A horn sound, blared to my ears as I stood in middle of the road carrying my pet in my arms. The car tires screeched in a split second and halted in a mere distance from me. I moved abruptly to the driver of the car. " Please you need to help me. Please he is bleeding.."

" Dude , what the fuck man?" The man in the car shrunk back in fear by gazing at my si-hoo in my hands. " Please he is not harmful, I swear. Please he is been shot. He needs help. i need you to take me to highlane. Please." I Whimpered and beseeched to him.

"I aint helping that dangerous thing. Get the fuck back ,man!' The man drove off the car past me.

" No no please.. wait. He needs help."  I ran back of his car like a madman. And it twisted my mind to the night I ran back of Paxson's car while he took my sunflower and Jungkook. I brushed it off and ran back of his car. I couldn't reach him as my legs gave up. The pain in my shoulder was tearing my body apart. The car went off.

I sobbed , carrying him in my arms, with bare foot that was bleeding due to running and dragging them in coarse surface,and wheezed for air. He was groaning in pain still. " Hang in there. Hang in there please. Dont you fucking close your eyes at me.."

Another car, came by. I dawdled there until the car reached at several inches away from me. I abruptly moved to the window of the driver's seat. " Please, he needs help. He is dying. He is been shot. Please..." I begged and glanced at him in my arms.

" The fuck. Get the fuck out of my way!" The man yelled at me.

" Please. Help him. Another one is bleeding by the road please. Just drop us at highlane, I promise they wont hurt you. Please." I sobbed and begged him. I could feel Si-hoo's breath was trembling through my chest." I promise he wont hurt..."

" Alright. Get in. Go to the trunk and put him in there. " The man tilted his head and gripped the steering wheel. 

" Thank you.."I bowed my head to him and rushed to the back of his car.I inclined my body backwards gently and held him with my one hand.  And brought my other hand towards trunk of the car. I was about to clasp the handle of the trunk to open, but the car moved forward swiftly, tricking me. He fucking tricked me and lied to me that he would help my pet. " No no. Please wait. " I screeched and stood there still, watching another car leaving me and him alone in middle of the road. Again.

" You fucking bastard!! You are dead! I am fucking noting down your car's number!" I bellowed. My voice resonated throught the dark night.

I lingered there for few minutes. " Alright. Alright. Let me call our men. Ok..just hang in there. " I knelt on the road and gently placed him on the road. He groaned again. " I know it hurts, I am going to get you out of here."

Another beam of light hit our face. I squinted my eyes as a similar beam of light hit my eyes. The car slowly, halted in front of us. All the doors of the car opened in unison. " Kingpin!" Four of them stormed towards me.

A string of relief waved through my veins. " Oh god. They are hurt. Get Soo, she is there..."

My words went fragmented gazing the hesitation on my men's face that was vaguely seen through the beam of car's headlight. " Fuck. Fine . Open the fucking door. " I roared. They instantly barged to open the car's door. I took him into my arms again from the road and abruptly moved to my car. I placed him gently on the car's seat.

I turned around and sprinted my feet , to pick Soo from the edge  of the road. She whined as I gently picked her up in my arms. " Its ok. Its ok.I am here. " I rushed to my car and gently placed her on the seat beside her husband. " Take them to highlane. Meet the veterinarian. Just say my fucking name. And tell him if he dont treat my pets , he wont be able to meet his family again" I commanded to one of my men.

I glanced at my pets once. And something strike my mind. " Wait." I inclinded my head inside the car and gently hold Si-hoo. " Get your fucking hands in here. " I snarled to JI 15. " Yes kingpin." He stormed to me. " Get to the other side of the car " I ordered. He moved to other side of the car. " Hold his head. I wont say this twice " I glanced at him. He brought his trembling hands and hovered over the snout of Si-hoo. " I shot him a glare " on count of three we are going to flip him on his back. And we are going to do the same to Soo, too. You have to be so fucking fast in that or any one of them would eat off your hands.Am I understood?"

He nodded with a shiver.

" Good. On count of three. One. Two. Three. Flip." We worked together and flipped Si-hoo's, body to lay on his back." Move to her. Quick." We set our hands on Soo and flipped her in a quick motion to lay her on her back.

" Now drive. Go to highlane. My pets wont harm you. Since they are in a tonic mobility." I grunted hard as pulled back my head from the car and clutched my shoulder. The glass shard wound was killing me. " They will go immobile and limp since they are flipped on their back. Drive as fast as you can, because by any second they could twitch their legs and come back to position to attack you. " I turned to other three men. " Two of you get inside the car and sit beside them. Do not panic. They wont hurt you. Whenver they try to twitch their legs to come back in position make sure they stay ,lying on their back. That keeps them immobile."

" Yes kingpin." They said in unison.

" And one more thing , one scratch on them I will feed you to their four sons and a daughter." I warned them.

One of them nodded and swung inside the driver's seat. The other two stepped to the passenger seat. The engine revved. And he drove the car. Away from me. It punctured my heart. Yet. Relieved . That they would be safe.

" Kingpin, arent you going with them? " JI 32 asked with a trembling voice.

" How the fuck did that bastard took my sunflower?"I roared to him.

" Kingpin, there were men, here. I swear. They..."

" They have been attacked by his men!" I cut him off. He flinched. " Get me the fucking footage of the camera we affixed on that fucking tree. I want to..."

" Kingpin, the camera feed cut off all of a sudden." He swallowed hard. " We lost all the contact with our men. The moment we realized they weren't reporting back their positions, we stormed in here. "

"What the fuck?" I snapped my head towards the camera I affixed at the branch of the tree by the road side. Wrath spiked through my nerves , witnessing the broken camera dangling from its position by exposing its wires.

" He fucking did that."  I mumbled.

" Kingpin you are bleeding. The cloth is soaked..."

" What about the other cameras." I snarled cutting him off again.

" All of them where disconnected one by one." He replied.  " Kingpin. You need to get your shoulder looked at."

" Get me another fucking car. Ask JI 45 to drive in here. He knows to stitch wounds right? "

He nodded.

"Ask him to get suture machines , antiseptic ointment and bandages. " I commanded him. " Yes. Kingpin." He slid out his phone and swiped it. He set the phone to his ears. I gazed away and walked further into the dark road.

After few moments, another car of mine, rolled in leisurely towards me. The car's door swiftly opened and he rushed to me." Kingpin get in the car. And we have got a lead. The car that took your wife has been caught in the camera at the gas station that is few miles from here."

" Good. Take me there". I stormed towards the car and hopped into the passenger seat. I slam shut the door. JI 45 and JI 13 got into the car, concurrently. JI 13 took the wheel while JI 45 seated beside me grabbing a bag that contained essentials to treat my wound at my shoulder that was getting worse as minutes passed by.

" And yeah. Red car, Kia seltos. Get the number of that car from the gas station too. He tricked me and my pet. And drove off without helping my pet to get into his car. " Ji 45 gently uncurled the sheets wrapped around my shoulder. I winced." Make sure you beat him up until barely a flicker ounce of his life is left in his body. And put him at the same spot in the middle of the road where you guys picked me up. And if anything terrible happens to my pet , kill him. Slowly. Am I understood?"

" Yes kingpin." They retorted in unsion. While JI 45 , completely unravelled the sheets wrapped around my shoulder. I grunted hard as he peeled out the last strip of sheet on my wound. He coiled the cotton in his hand and dabbed the antiseptic cotton soaked cotton on my wound. " Fuck " i thumped my fist to the car's window. It left a crack.

" Almost there , kingpin." He said softly.

He leisurely cleaned my wound and then he locked his eyes to me for a second " what?" I panted. " No anesthesia. So this could hurt. "

" Fucking do it ." I clutched my teeth together. "are we there yet? " I asked to JI 13.

" We are .. almost." He replied that almost snapped my patience.

He set the needle of the suture machine to the slit of my wound and glanced at me once. " Do it " i commanded. He worked the suture machine through my slits swiftly. I cried out and thumped my fist to the seats of the car. Because if I hit them to car's window, I would probably break it and it could hurt my hand .

" Fuck!!!!" I yowled in pain until he reached the last pin of the suture machine at the edge of my wound's slit. My mind Instantly slipped to my sunflower, about how she might have felt the same pain when she stitched her own wound at her legs in middle of the woods after attacking Roy. Tears rolled down my eyes. I want her now. Beside me. To hold her hands. To embrace her. To lie on her lap and rest my head.

" Kingpin. We are here "I quaked gently and glanced at my shoulder wound wrapped in the bandage. He then abruptly worked to treat my wound at my forehead. I lingered there, breathing hard.

After his hands withdrew from the bandages,I grasped the gun from waistband of JI 45 and stepped outside the car in a swift motion. And marched towards the convenience store at the gas station. I stormed inside the convenience store.

" Footage of the gas station, Right now!" I shoved the gun at the cashier. He raised his hand above his head. " Its its... In the system." He stuttered and shivered in fear. " Move your ass and get me the footage.now."

He slowly sat down in his chair.

A lady and her man who came to get some stuffs from the convenience store,  froze in the spot. " Pay for that and leave." I eyed to them. The man swiftly rushed to the cashier and tossed the cash. He then clasped his wife's , probably, hand and barged out side the store.

I turned my head to the cashier. " Quick!" I nudged the gun to his temple. " Got it." He stammered.

" I want the footage of past one hour." I snarled.

He nodded and twisted the monitor towards me. I narrowed my eye lids to watch footage.

My breath was striking abnormal. I watched and switched the footage video in double speed to get the glimpse of any car that appeared peculiar.

Fourty eight minutes passed. I was losing hope. Tears brimmed my eyes.

" Kingpin. Its fifty two minutes. At time lap of fifty two minutes." JI 45 stormed in . I nodded to him. And skipped the video.

" There. There it is!" He exclaimed. " Thats the car. "

I paused the footage and zoomed into the image of grey telluride car . I gasped as I got a glimpse of my black hoodie and a arm curled around it through the window of the car. " Y/N." My lungs froze. " The fucking temerity to put his fucking hands over her like that!" I bellowed and hit my fist to the table.

" Get the car's number and delete the footage of our faces in convenience store." I marched out of the store. And walked to my car. I swiftly hopped in again. JI 45 followed me.

" Got them." He hopped inside.

" Wait. Switch places with JI 13 and enjoin him to hack all the cameras through out the road. " I let out a sharp exhale. "Its one way road, they cant turn to any direction since its shadowed and sheathed by an overgrown forest."

The car halted and they switched places. JI 13 seated beside me and pulled out his laptop from his bag and then pinned them with hard disks to maneuver the CCTV footages.

" Either try to take credentials or get the unsecured network. .." I clicked my tongue.

" The network is vulnerable." He stated and tapped the keys on the keyboard.

" Great. Hit it " I groaned gently as the pain lingered on my shoulder.

I let out a sigh and awaited for few minutes.

" Got it." He raised his hand. I switched my eyes to the screen. " Good . Guide him the direction. "

I inclined my head to the window of the car and watched the trees that were passing by, as the car drove by in the dark. My eye lids close shut for a second.

" Jungkook. " Her soft voice gently caressed my head. " I love you."

" I love you.. too "

" I love you, but I dont want you. Not like this. Not anymore."

" Y/N!!" I shot open my eyes with a jolt.

" Kingpin." He gently shook me. " We are here. "

I panted. My chest begged for air.

" Where are we?" I murmured. I blinked my eyes several times to brush off her gut wrenching words clung to my head.

" Its a dirt road. " He spoke gently. I scrolled down the window and leaped outside. " The car entered and vanished through this road. "

A board swung at the wooden log placed across the dirt road. ' No Trespassing.' I read the board,loud.. " Well,  I would love to trespass since you have whats mine. "

" Move the log and lets fucking get inside." I snapped my fingers. But , already, JI 45 stepped outside and stormed to move the wooden log by his own.

In a swift motion he tossed the log aside. He marched back to the car and hopped into the driver seat.

" Kingpin, I am calling our men." JI 13 spoke softly concurrently taking his phone out. " What if the reception gets cut off once we get into this dirt road "

I nodded. " And make sure our men who has been attacked are looked at . He will pay for that too." He gave me a firm nod. " Already our men reached to help them, kingpin "

" Good." I exhaled hard. In releif.

The car drove pass the dirt road. The car ,wobbled as the dirt road was sucking the tires of the car. A few more twists , turns and bumps , the dirt road lead to a huge castle like mansion that was visible through the twigs and branches of the trees in the moonlight.

" This motherfucker." I grinded my teeth.

" Get out. We are going inside" I swung open the door and planted my feet to the ground. The dirts stuck fo my barefeet. I walked around the car and reached its trunk. I flip opened it and grabbed a pair of my black sneakers and threw them to the dirt ground. I shoved my feet into it. And then i clutched the machine gun inside the trunk and pulled it out.

" Grab your guns and stay close." I ordered to them and walked forward, breaking and moving off the twigs and branches that stood  against me. I marched  through the unpaved path that lead me to the huge castle like mansion that imitated an abandoned building.

" First, I am going to find my sunflower and then I am going to thrash his face." The face I longed to catch a glimpse of, the one pretending to be Jungkook. Or was it really him?

I clutched to my machine gun and took my steps into longer lunges until I reached the entrance door.

It didnt felt right. Why there were no men to guard this shit hole?  Was that sick bastard expecting me?

" Guard the door." I enjoined them and I took a breath to flung my leg to open the door. It swung open with a thud sound. Which coupled with a glass shattering sound.

My breath stood stagnant at my throat as my eyes locked on to my sunflower who just dropped a portrait from her hand with a flinch. Her face contorted into a astonishment and wrath.

" Sunflower." I whispered and in a blink of my eyes, she took a step back and clasped a vase in her hand.

" Stay the fuck back! I dont want you near me. You scare me!!" Her voice wobbled, weighing down in fright, her hands trembled in fear. " You fucking terrify me "

It lacerated my heart. " Baby, Just come with me please. " I whimpered.

" No." She shook her head." Why dont you just leave me alone!!" She screeched and held the vase tighter.

" No baby, I cant. I want you." I took a step forward.

" Just leave" she spoke through her clenched teeth." Leave,  before I lose  what is left of my fucking sanity and I kill you myself with my bare hands. " Her jaw tightened such that it might snap and rupture by any minute.

" Leave to where? To where, sunflower?" Tears streamed down my cheeks. " I have no where to go without you " . I begged her. " You are..

" No where to go? " She scoffed. " Why dont you just fucking die? Wouldn't that be better? "

The world around me swirled and crowded my head. My heart spilt into slits.Each slits and cuts screamed the weight of her words. Her words cut me deep and carved my soul.  " Baby, please...." I mewled.

" Oh look who have crawled back from the dead?"

My head snapped to the voice shoved down from upstairs .And my eyes widened glancing at that face. The face that was disturbing and perforating my head to dig up on something I didnt have knowledge about.

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