Jungkook

5 Hours earlier.

Fuck the red strings that connect the two soul mates. Me and my sunflower would  perfectly fit like a glove as an abhorrence abomination with two heads , four arms and four legs. If it werent for the Greek God who separated the soulmates from being attached with two heads, four arms and four legs as the imbecile pride protruded among the human beings, me and my Y/N would have coalesced our souls, our skins and our body sewing ourselves with each other by strings of love.She would have been with me always, safely,  without being paring off from me.

Slashing a chainsaw over my chest to lacerate my heart would have hurt less than seeing my Sunflower's countenance coated with distress and disbelief. It was not supposed be like this. It was supposed to be an amalgamated malevolence to the sick monsters who did pare her from me.

"Mr. Jeon , You relinquished the post of Director of National Intelligence agency just to hop on into the employee of agency so you could do an undercover operation as a spy to eradicate drug trafficking, skin trading, child trafficking and human trafficking. " Jake Carpenter,The director of NIS who shoved himself instantly after I bowed out of the position, barked at me collecting over the chance to drive me down in NIA. However, I am just here to get back my Y/N and for a malevolence to the sick cocksucking monsters.

Things were not in the right places between him and me as he always wanted to purloin the director position from me. Which I least care about. Because I dont mind to affix a blazing match stick at the base of NIA once I get my sunflower safe in my hand disintegrating the indescribable creature that were clung to her to peel her off from me.

" The operation TS 1 requires attendance of every criminals to be here." He tapped his index finger at the table. Motherfucker. NIA is not a preschool for every criminal to be present here. How imbecile of him. And as if they are willing to be in here right under his nose.

" And you are flipping your hands in the air when I ask them where they are. ?" The muscles at my jaw popped out. I clenched my teeth such that it would rupture any hard rock if it latched on to my teeth. I solidified the intersection of my arms across  my chest bolting up my wrists not to fist and crash land it on his face. Jimin noticed it. He clutched the hump on my biceps to calm down the demon that was growling inside me to barge out. I pressed my feet to the floor not to fling my leg right at his face.

Motherfucker has messed up things for me. He found out somehow I kept her low out of this entire world in my penthouse. He maneouvred her brought her outside to claw the trench of the truth from her mouth. I was barricading her presence away from this world so that I could led her hand to her precious little flower.

" Its almost a deadline. The contemporary statement of Operation TS 1 needed to be delineated. Or maybe an adumbrate. " I received a nudge from Jimin. " The criminals are camouflaged. One of them went missing. No traces of him was able to be found. And my team is already looking for him. They will find him. " I mounted my eyebrows at him to depict a perfect sarcasm lining to my lips.

The fuck they will. They would never find Roy anymore. They would never know what happened to him. As his fleshes and bones are already blended with bile juices of my alluring five pets. Me and My sunflower relished feeding him to our pets while we did the filthiest romance that no one could have invented.

" Alright then! You said you have captured her daughter right?  Cease your role of playing as her husband. Bring that bitch over here. We could interrogate her and ... "

I shoved my body towards him wilting off Jimin's pressurizing nudge at my arms. " Say another word about my wife I will show how symmetrical your face is by dividing it into two halves with a butcher knife. " I clasped her collar firmly so that it would rip off his shirt. But, I want to rip off his tongue right now.

" Jungkook, let him go before the chief comes in here!" Jimin pulled me off his body. My eyes were still glared at him. Jimin pulled me back and towards the chair around the round table which was arranged for the emergency meet I brought up.

" Mr. Jeon ! " He brushed off his shirt with his fingers to straighten the wrinkles on his shirt that was created by my fists.  " We need to get Y/N parker here. "

" It is not necessary... she.. "

" It is! She is the daughter of a criminal. She must be knowing something about her father's mafia business, his friend and his son. " He tilted his tie and seated on the chair.

My face was jotted with scowl.

"My wife is not coming anywhere unless it is required." I pebbled my jaw and shot daggers of grimace at him.

" Correction. Mr. Jungkook. She is not your wife. You were pretending to be her husband. As per the information you gave as an adumbrate. " He inclined his head to a side awaiting my retortion. " And you are not the director of NIA anymore. You are just an agent. Remember that?"

I sealed my mouth to a thin line sewing up my words at the cliff of my mouth. Jimin looked at me with astonishment. I never stayed like this. Like a concealed and contorted living being. But I have to. I have something to resolve. I need to get the precious gem my Y/N lost for ten years ago. I need to get it back to her.

" Get Y/N parker. ! Call the..."

" I will get her here by myself." I sliced off his words. A single tear slid of my eyes.

" I have already sent men to your house. They are on their way to get her. " I jolted my body to push him down to floor and crush his skul with my bare hands. Jimin clasped my shoulders again.

" If any of them touch a single strand of her hair I will slice up your intestine and strangle around your throat. I will commit mass murder of everyone you have sent. I dont fucking mind to be behind the bars for her. " I fizzled at him spiking my words through my close shut teeth.

" You are not suppossed to threaten me Jungkook, I can send you now behind the bars. You are just a spy. " He lifted up his lip's curves.

" I can sue you for breaking inside my penthouse, Jake.  And you will just easily slid off the director position. Well, I have evidence of several clippings. The meeting is over" He snapped his mouth to shut. I withered Jimin's hold and shoved myself out of the room.

I sprinted towards the car and flew to the driver's seat. I revved the engine to pace up the car that I dont fucking care who gets inbetween the tyres of my car.

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" The Parker twins. " Paxton and Paxson's photo emitted through the projector light thrown on the screen. " They were into the mafia business including skin trading and human trafficking for ten years. " Jimin commenced his statement to summarise our undercover operation of TS 1. " To trace their business , drug dealers and other skin traders , this Operation TS 1 was devised by the Veteran , an ex- military in armed forces and the erstwhile director of NIA, Mr. Jeon Jungkook. " He bowed his head in front of the officials and stepped back for me to resume the statement. Though it was not final.

I shot a glance at Y/N. Her disheveled hair were concealing her countenance. Her head remained inclined downwards fiddgeting her thumb. Her tears were dropping down to her fingers.  Her sniffs lacerated my heart into slices.

No. It was not supposed to be like this. Capturing her as a primary suspect for the crime her father done,was never part of my venegeance plan. I never set the scheme to subject her into the thorns of treachery. I set the scheme to led her hand to someone whom she lost ten years ago. And we could have made a beautiful family.

Last night with her was the best night of my entire existence in this world. It was never enough of her. I engulfed her as a whole meal into me for a whole fucking night and yet it was never adequate. However, the gut within me didnt lie about that would be the last night we are together. Or may be we could make to ceaseless ones. All I want is to keep her safe. Thats what matters now.If it takes to make her hate me I dont fucking care.

The moment she let out the three stupendous words through her lips my heart almost leaped out fragmenting my chest. And yes. She called me by the name she used to call ten years ago. I was all set to embrace her into my arms to retort the three words to her which I was dying to spit out to her for ten years. The ten years haunted me like a hell.

I was in the edge to spill the beans, but the beautiful moment was ruined by the one phone call. If it werent for the phone call , she would have never be sitting among these motherfuckers as a criminal suspect.Nevertheless I am going to fuck this motherfucker so nice and fine. Who is going to tell them I am using them to get my Y/N back to me and  to commence my vengeance play.

I was petrified. My heart was racing the whole time I was driving my car to our house. I was looped in the web of terror that the men sent by the director of NIA, Mr. Jake fucking Carpenter would hurt her anyway possible. I was pushed to act like an apathetic moron in front of her eyes to conceal something that would horrify her. The phone call I received after the moment she said she loves me. 

These suckers are supposed to bow their head to her as she was my wife. Wife of the Veteran ,ex military man in armed forces and a erstwhile director of NIA. Instead. They broke into my house to grab her petite hands into handcuffs. Before that could happen I barged into the scene and let out the most painful words she could ever hear. I pushed her to the pith of betrayal as I didnt have a choice. However I will rectify it. And I will tilt the world from its poles or haul it away out its orbit or burn it down to get her back to me.

I didn't take her into my car. If I did so I would end up crying like a toddler in her lap.

As soon as we reached the NIA centre I didnt even tilt my head towards her to make an eye contact or to deliver her a nod that everything is going to be ok. Nope. I couldnt. I shouldn't.

I stood up from the chair. My legs wobbled. I couldnt stand as a proud agent of the NIA as my sunflower was in  the torment I put her into. I collected my words at my throat to hurl it through my vocal cord. " Thank you Mr. Park Jimin." My voice cracked. "For assisting with me in the operation TS 1. Lets switch to the hitherto statement of the operation. " My eyes turned red ,brimmed with warm tears. I sniffed to conceal it and blinked my eyes several time to drop off the tears.

Jimin looked at me astound.

"The Parker twins." Y/N uplifted her eye lids to throw daggers of gaze at me. Fuck. 'Baby dont look at me like that Y/N.I might lose it'. My head weighed down with my inner voice. I was on the cliff of my loose end emotions to engulf her in my palms.

I sighed sharply. " Get it together Jungkook. This is for Y/N and Mom. " I murmered under my breath.

" The Parker twins were into the mafia business for ten years as per the report by Mr. Park Jimin who ingested me with this information during his mission of spying the Parker family while I was serving in the military for two years." And yes he was protecting Y/N from the monsters until I came back for her. Upskilling in the military was a vital role for me to step inside NIA. It was a word of honour I gave to my mother.

I gulped down to upholster the thorn of consternation clogged at my throat.

"Paxton Parker was the bilogical father of Ms. Y/N.. Y/N.. Parker. " I let out a sharp exhale. " She was forcefully taken away from her family by Paxson to subject her into child trafficking when she was 15 years old. Paxson killed his wife, Ms. Sarah Paxson Parker who tried to warn Y/N's mother about this. Ultimately he did attacked Y/N's mother too. And .." My vision blurred as tear droplets swelled in my eyes as my brain hauled me back to the terrorizing incident that happened at the  horrifying night. The night I lost everything. " And she went missing since. " I clicked my eyes to Jake. Fucker if he open his mouth to let out anything that ruptures my plan i will murder him here, Now. He lingered.

" Any traces about her?" The chief shot up his question.

" My team is still in search of her." I nodded. Y/N's eyes broadened into a complete spherical configuration. Her face split into symmetrical vehemence of exuberant and despondent.

" Clark Brown ." I switched to the next slide showing the sucker's face. " He is a close companion of Paxson who came up with an idea to marry his son Roy Brown who had a foreign citizenship, so that they can subject her to mutliple skin trading and human trafficking to several foreign countries. " I clicked the next slide showing the snap of him. However I felt so gleeful that only his head was hidden in my woods.

" Roy Brown used to visit the club he owns to call upon his other mafia business partners to built the partnership for drug dealing and skin trading. He brings Ms. Y/N parker with him every night to the club making her to stand for the secret auction for the men who came to the club and fix her rate. And she does not know about that." My chest almost exploded when my eyes found with her's. 

The traces of truth that leaped one by one were lacerating deep  through every inch of her body.

" I followed Roy Brown and Y/N Parker to the club the night when Roy stroke a bargain with one of his partner to get Y/N Parker into sex trade. " Her eyes lingered on mine. I didnt switch mine to hers. Realization swam inside her. That was the night we had our first kiss. The night she walked towards me in the club and straddled her legs on my hips to kiss simultaneously making me come in my pants.

From that moment I couldnt hold myself without touching her and claim her as mine. Because. I missed her scent , her touch , her breaths for ten years. And yes. I visited as a silhouette in her room every night.Yes. Again. To protect her from Roy.

Kissing her that night was not my plan but to cut off the hands of men who tried to touch her. But Roy chased her out of the club when he witnessed her kissing me , to abuse her sexually out of wrath. That was the time I lost my pieces of patience and pointed my gun at his head and ended up crash landing my fists on his face.

"But things turned to other ways. " Yes. I stopped that from happening.I  strolled a few steps before hopping to the next incident. " The other night , Y/N Parker came alone to the club. However Roy followed her and So did I. " I paused for one second. " Roy invited 21 men who were skin traders for a secret auction on her and take her to multiple sex trading. " I drawled. I couldn't spit out the truth. I have totally abolished Roy and his voice in her head. Spilling out these would welcome him again to her head.

" Also, the 21 men went missing later that night. Neither their body was found nor they were found alive or injured. "

Yes. How could they find out those 21 men when I was the one who pulled out their eyes from their socket just for eye fucking her and had the dirty thoughts to have her that night. I sliced them departing their body into fleshes and bones subjected them into shredding machines so that no one could find their traces.

" On the same night, another man named Enzo who was the prime in drug dealing business across several countries and also has raped multiple women was about to abduct Ms. Y/N. However his attempt failed as she was kidnapped by some other man ,maybe his rivals."

Yes. I was the one who kidnapped her from the club that night and brought her to her home and fucked the hell out of her on the fresh blood eyeballs scattered  at the floor of Paxson's conference room to claim her as mine.

Her face ignited with comprehension of connecting dots about the nights I made an appearance in front of her eyes. Though I have done everything to save her and hook those sick schmucks into loops of my trap.

It must appear that I did everything to capture the criminals as a professional in NIA but not for her. Nevertheless I used the name of the agency worked under their nose to grab my Y/N into my safe hands and have my vengeance. The vengeance for taking my world away from me, ten years ago. And yes again. I delivered my word of honour to my mother I will step into NIA and get those sick fucks behind the bars. But I had other plans. To be a  non-scrupulous man. I am not a virtuous man . Every moral of mine is a fucked up morals.

" As per the plan, Mr. Park Jimin got the drug dealers list from Paxson without him noticing it. The file is over the table , Chief." I eyed the files for him to check through it.

" The Parker twins had deals only with drugs. They targeted in smuggling one particular kind of drug, Keta. Later, their money grubbing mind insisted on switching for skin trading and human trafficking. They were all set to use Y/N Parker as a bait to examine how the particular drug would work on her when she gets subjected to multiple .... " Hurt sliced through my chest. My heart clogged with distress , that palpitations would halt at any moment.

'Breathe Jungkook, Breathe. Its ok. We can fix this later. ' My voice pierced my head.

" For multiple rapes for several nights. "Y/N looked at me lingering her eyes without shutting down her eyes lids not even for a second while tears streamed down her eyes.

" However, Their plan was ultimately altered, when Enzo gave them an offer , if they get Y/N to him they will be rewarded with 100 million dollars. They switched their plan to sell Y/N to Enzo later. "I nodded.

" They pinned targets to exactly 23 girls of age 15 to 25 for human trafficking once they get Y/N to Enzo and recieve their ample amount of money " I strolled back to the spot where I stood before. Because. My legs were rattling as my heart is already weighing down with tons of hurt.

"I took Y/N with me to divert and perforate their entire scheme....and ." I swallowed down hard before letting out the words that would implode her into several bits and pieces. " I pretend to be her husband." One tear down from her eyes. I clutched my hands into fist. " Pretended to make her fall for me, because I stalked her family and she found out. I needed to make her get into the loop ..so.. " Hurt and pain intertwined into a nebulous in front my eyes. " So that she would never run away from me and could escape the trap set by her false father. Once her father gets her to Enzo, 23 girls will be at risk of skin trading. As a NIA professional every citizen's rights, dignity and life and nation security is all that matters to me. If we let drugs smuggle from our nation to others this could threaten our National security.  So I.. I.."

Fuck. She is going to hate me. I will fight to get back you baby.

" I . I.. used her. "

Tears queued up one behind the other from her eyes. She clamped her hands to her mouth and sobbed muffling her loud cries.

'I am sorry sunflower.' I muttered under my breath inclining my head downwards.

" I .. I used her to save other girls by working with the National Police agency.  " I repeated to pierce her heart enough.

She stood up from the chair,hurling it with her feet, she sprinted outside the room. I delivered a glance to Jimin and signaled him his ass will get fired if he doesnt watch her. He hastened his steps towards her direction.

" So Mr. Jeon, Where are the criminals listed by you. ?" Jake poked his tongue to his inner cheek delivering me scorn right towards my face.

" Roy has been missing. He was nowhere to be found. I have sent my team to find him. They will bring him here. " The fuck they will. He was brutally killed by my bare hands for touching my sunflower.

" And Paxson , Clark are staying low as they are aware we are looking for them . " I rolled up my sleeves not giving a damn fuck to the statement I made now. Because. I have already got Clark with his one arm cut into pieces. And Paxson , fucker has got me gagged by capturing someone who was precious to me and Y/N.

Jake shook his head to either side and sighed hard. I just want to land a punch on his face.

" So, You are telling us Y/N is not guilty. ?" He raised his eyebrows at me.

" She is not guilty." My answer was indestructible and unyielding.

" An interrogation would help us to find if she is guilty or not. " He stated.

" I said she is not. She has nothing to do with what happened. She was on the verge of being a victim. And I fucking saved her. "

" Language Mr. Jeon.!!!! " The higher official yelled.

Asshole knows I fucking love her. And I would rip apart this world for her.

" Even if you try to aggregate confession from her, you could never push her to say anything that happened ten years ago. !" I bellowed and thumped my hands to the desk.

" Why?"

" They have done Optogenetics to her head. They fucking used a gene therapy to create false memories on her head to erase of the memories she had before. They did Optogenetics to her at every intervals of 6 months or years. They used her as a pawn and never let her know what was going on around her. They committed a medical crime too. " I roared and hauled out the file placed on my desk. I shoved it on his face.

" This is the medical report on the Optogenetics they did to her. "

" Maybe we should do hypnosis to her to find out the truth. " Jake said scrolling up the pages.

I threw my hands at him and clasped his collars.

" Touch her and you will fucking die. " All he wants is to kick me out of NIA so that he could be the president of it for his lifetime. Honestly I dont want NIA . I WANT MY Y/N. I want my family back. She is my family.

" Jungkook, stop it. stop !" A few of the higher officials barged in to part my hands away from his collar. If they were late for one more second I would have strangled him to death.

" Get them, this Operation TS 1 needs to be closed once we get them." One of them spoke stepping in forward. " The next statement must be the final one. " He gave me a firm nod.

I released my hands from his neck and walked out letting out a few curses.

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" You used me?." Y/N let out dejected chortles with tears brimming at rim of her eyelids. " Really Jungkook?Should I believe that. Is there something going on? we could fix this Jungkook. Just tell me. "

" There is nothing going on. I have made my statement. You don't have a choice. Ms. Parker. " I intersected my arms across my chest to calm down my congested chest. Because I might have a panic attack now.

I certainly know how she detest being addressed as 'Ms.Parker. ' She presented her name as Y/N Jeon Jungkook when the officials asked her before capturing her. I fucking loved that but couldnt do anything about it.

She knows I was lying. But I have to demolish that.

"You were always sticking around your false father's room to find out anything about your mom. You were always a barrier for me to grab the indenture and chronicles of what  your father has been doing these years. So i diverted you every night so that Jimin could get them .I am a spy. Remember. We lie about our name and identity." I didn't lie about that to her. Because. I tried if she remembers my name. 

Torment sheathed around her which I want to slice up and embrace her in my arms.

" Why did you save me then?" She asked gulping down her distress one behind the other.

" If I didnt capture you with me, they would have gotten you and might have moved to target 23 innocent girls. I just used you as a pawn for my plan. I diverted them by kidnapping you at your marriage. You were just a piece of guinea pig to them to experiment with the particular drug to use on the girls and test it how you react when the drug is taken during the ..." I tugged my lips. " time they have you .. you know.. in their bed. "

Hurt sliced through her heart. So was mine.

Fuck.

" You were just the first experimental piece for them. And I stole the experimental piece from them to protect the nation from further drug smuggling and skin trading. " The fuck I was.

"Told you I used you Y/N.. why dont you..."

" was sticking your dick inside me in the procedure manual of a spy?" She disintegrated my words. " Was ruining me every way possible and using my body for your fucking pleasure was in your operation procedure, Jungkook?" She asked me. Her words lacerated every inch of my body. " I thought you loved me Jungkook!"

I turned around as my eyes were welling up.

"Answer me Jungkook!" She yelled.

" Did I ever say ' I love you.' to you?"I turned around before sniffing a few droplets at my nose and batting out the tears from my eyes.

" Did I?"

She broke. I broke her. She broke into tears letting out loud cries. She muffled her cries clapping her hands to her mouth.

" Did I ever say I loved you and fucked you on my bed?"

She shook her head to either side. Hurts. It fucking hurts.

"Yes I used you for my own pleasure.I fucked you like other girls whom I fuck for a casual fuck.  I TOOK THE CHANCE. I mean look at you. No man would ever keep their hands to themselves when they see a woman like you ....."

Slap!

She landed her hand on my cheeks. My face oscillated to the other side.

" You could have let Roy or Enzo and other men to rape me. At least I would have felt I am worth piece of shit to them making a million dollars every night rather than getting hurt in the name of love by a jerk like you " .

" Once my Operation TS1 comes to a successful end. I dont mind if someone even touches you or ..."

" You fucking jerk! " Another slap.

" You ruined me. You ruined my entire life. " Another slap. She clutched my collars and hauled me. While I stood lingering letting her wrath to scatter over me.

The women officials barged over to us and pulled her away from me. Her fists were still clutching my collars and she let it go with numerous sobs. She wilted off the women's hands over her.

She sprinted her feet away from me embracing herself swaddling her arm around her.

I stood staring at her with blurred vision and foggs of hurt and pain sheathed and suffocating around me.

'Its ok baby. Hate me for now. We can love to eternity once I fix things up'I muttered.

A wrathful Jimin came in rushing towards me after awaiting with forebearance while I was talking to her.

He clasped my wrist and pulled me to his wrathful walk. After reaching a few distances away from her,he hurled me and slammed me against the wall. I lingered as a lifeless carion.

" What is wrong with you?" He thew his hands to collar of my shirt  almost strangling me. " Why are you lying to her ? Did you see what you have done to her? Why are you keeping your mouth shut and not spilling the ..."

" Paxson has got Rey." I ruptured the wrathful tension between us.

" What?' He unclasped my collars.

I nodded.

" Y/N's mother?" He asked.

I nodded again.

" Paxson has got Rey. He contacted me from an unknown source and he demanded me to bring Clark and Y/N with me. Only then he will let go of her. " I pulled down my shirt and rolled up my sleeve.

"Does Y/N know her mother is still alive?" Jimin brushed off the wrinkles at my shirt.

" No." I shook my head. " If she  comes to know that her mother is in hostage with Paxson she would endanger it all like she endangered for me to save my ass from Enzo. And I don't want her to get hurt again. I cannot gamble her for her mother. They are the only family left for me, Jimin."

" I dont understand , Jungkook! Ms. Rey was in your penthouse for years. No one knows her existence at your penthouse. How did Paxson find her?" He scrubbed his face with his palm.

" Jake motherfucking Carpenter. !" My jaw muscles clenched. " He held the family of one of the hotel staff to ransom and threatened to speak about who owned the penthouse. He spilt the truth it was owned by me. " I took a sharp inhale. " He broke open my penthouse and found Rey. He manipulated her that her daughter would be in grave danger if she didnt show up at NIA. He even stated it was me who sent him to get her. " I rubbed my temple. " Poor Rey doesnt know it was a trap to dig out the truth about why I stepped into NIA. So that he can kick me out of it. He was suspicious that I murdered Roy and 21 men. He wants to prove that..."

I paused for one minute straight.

" But things got messed up when Paxson's men found out Rey was still alive. They saw her in the car with Jake . They attacked him and took her into hostage. "

" The minute I have got the call from Paxson that he got Rey, I dont know what to do Jimin." Distress crawled inside me. " I thought it would be better if she stay away from me. I dont want her to get hurt by those sick bastards again. If she hates me now and stays away she would never think about stepping inside by my way. Once I get Rey safe in my hands I have to get her back to her daughter like I promised her ten years ago. "

"Now, where should I take Y/N? to our orphanage?" He asked me slidding his hands to his pocket.

" No." I let out a gentle sigh. " Take her to my penthouse. Clear every traces Rey from the house. Her clothes, her accesories, the diary, the photos, everything. Y/N must not know about this and about the truth for now. If she finds out she will shove her ass right in my way to rescue Rey. "

" Ok." He nodded.

"Dont tell her its my penthouse.Set a new password to my penthouse. Get her food, clothing and everything she needs. Grab every book in the 200 racks of the library from Paxson's old mansion. She loves reading. Stock all the strawberry jams . She loves to eat them with pancakes."

Jimin curved a mild smile at me. " You are crazily in love with her arent you?"

I nodded gently.

He turned his heels around to leave.

" Jimin!" I called him again.

" Give her something to eat now. She must be starving. She just woke up after a hard night. Please ." My eyes softened at him in beseeching way.

" Yes " He turned around again.

" Jimin!"

" Now what?"

" I am counting on you. If you ever let out one word about anything to her I will whip your ass with iron rod and set it on fire. " I mounted an eyebrow at him.

" I know you are obsessed with my ass but stop threatening it for god's sake!" He flipped his arms to air and walked away.

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