Note: Please note that the medical drug name mentioned in this chapter is fictional.

Y/N.

Its ok sunflower. i have got you. the pain will fade.

Jungkook 's painful voice pierced into my head that stimulated my eye lids to scroll up. The diminishing sun rays stroke my eyes flashing pale yellow colours. I blinked few times to adjust my vision as it was blurred.

It was almost gloaming.

" How long did I sleep?"I groaned loud and sat up on the bed. My head was pounding hard. i clutched my hair strands with my fingers trying to process what is happening around me. i recalled the last scene my vision captured was my mom's head preserved in a fucking jar and Jungkook's face hovering over me to inject some weird liquid to my blood stream.

My breath started to skyrocket abnormally as the blurred vision of my blood in my hands and in between my thighs was prevailing on my head.My recalling vision suddenly shifted to the scene of my tiny hands covered in blood and blurred visual of a man standing in front of me.

Clean it, you piece of shit!

The distorted voice was perforating my head terribly.

I wish i never found you. Why dont you just die!

" No no stop stop! Stop talking inside my head " I screeched as the distorted voice was squeezing my brain out of my head.

A heavy footsteps appproached my room with loud violent sounds.  i crawled back on my bed until my back plastered to the headboard.

We need to get rid of her. I cant just even think her as....

We cant, we will end up in prison.

I shook my head to wither off the voices from my head.

The footsteps halted near the closed door of the room. The shadow was wandering at the threshold of the door.

One moment of tranquil and the door barged open." Sunflower are you ok?" Jungkook came in marching abruptly with his feet towards me. His white tank top perfectly seated on his upper body was covered with sprinkles of blood.His grey trousers were wrinkled and wet with disoriented water droplets.

" baby,look at me." He sat on the bed and took my face into his two palms that was tainted with a little of crimson stains. And it did smell terrible.

My heart palpitations were pacing up as he came closer to me. I stared at him with tear streaked face without uttering a word. I tried to wriggle and move away from him but something clasped my ankle to the footboard of the bed.

A handcuffs was clung to my ankles towards the footboard of the bed. He cuffed my leg to the bed to keep me away from barging into the basement. Asshole.

" Stay away from me." i whispered to him.

" Huh?" His tiny lips parted and

was glistening more than his ring piercings embedded on it.

"I said , stay the fuck away from me. "His soft placement of his palm on my cheeks stiffened with a soul raking stare on his eyes.

" What did you say?" He moved more closer to me while I plastered my back more harder on the headboard of the bed. He caressed his thumb at my cheeks. As he moved closer, my eyes glued to his chin ,his cheeks and forehead had some sprinkles of blood.

"Now, whom did you kill and preserved in your basement? " I gazed at the blood on his tank top and trousers.

He let out an exhale.

" Sunflower, You fell pretty hard on your ass it triggered you irregular menstruation. Your blood was almost dried up and it was mess down there . I was cleaning it up." He removed his hand from my cheeks and showed off his inner palm that had pale crimson stain.

" How do you know I have irregular periods at times?" I swallowed hard.

His face dropped into a hollow pit of dismay. His eyes had unshed tears but he brushed it off within split seconds as if I asked him most heart wrenching question Well, i just got my periods by forcefull fall on my ass and nothing to be concerned about. however the cramps were squeezing my life out of my body.

He pebbled his jaw such that an nerve was about to pop and burst out. " I know you , more than you know about yourself . "

Certainly. Asshole even knows within how many days my pubic hair grows after I wax my pussy. He counts the days in his finger tips and plunges me to bed making me spread my legs and wax my pussy all by himself just to see how they turn pinkish while waxing it and then fucks me like his dick is about to fall off his balls, if his dick is not embedded with inner walls of my pussy.

" Baby, look at me. " He hold my teeny weeny face in his large hands. " Please baby, just careful with that little womb of yours.its little home for our kids before they see the light of this cruel world " He brought his hand to my lower abdomen and gently pressed it. " Like you said, I want a normal life with you. Us and kids ." He pressed his forehead against mine.

For a moment i was almost melted into a puddle in his arms but the terrifying scene of my mom's head in the jar flashed to my eyes. " The fuck you will !" i smacked away his hand from my lower abdomen." Dont you fucking touch me!"

He clutched my jaw instantly and pressed with his thumb and fingers. His other hand tangled with my hairs at the back and yanked my head backwards ,arching my neck. " What was that sunflower? Huh? What was that? "

My breaths pounded irregularly.  " Baby, you can just decide how many babies you can push outside through that little vagina of yours but know that you will be pushing out the babies that are only mine. Only fucking mine." He jerked my face spontaneously tugging my collected hair in his hand "Because that tight pussy of yours belongs to me and that little womb belong to my seeds to implant. Dont test me  " His voice descended to lower volume yet dangerous" I will plant several seeds in that little womb of yours if thats the way i have to keep you entangled with me."

I shuddered by his words. He licked off the sweat bead rolling down my neck that elicited a trembling moan from my mouth. He slackened the hold at my hair and my jaw.

 "Fuck. Dont ever talk like that. I didnt mean like that baby. You and me and our kids. i want that. " An unspoken dismay swayed on his face.

"You ok ,baby? Does the cramps hurting you so much?" He rubbed his fingers gently at my lower abdomen, such that I want to just curl up into cocoon in his arms and never wake up.

I took a breath. My mind was racing with several thoughts. i hold his hand and removed it from my lower abdomen gently. My gaze fell on his hands. His finger tips and nails were embedded with my dried up menstrual blood that gushed out during my fall on my ass. " Were you cleaning them with your bare hands?" I asked tracing my thumb at his wrists trying hard not to show any emotion.

" Nothing about you disgusts me , sunflower."

I scoffed. " Care to explain, why the fuck did you drug me when I found my Mom's head in a fucking jar?"I asked him with a firm voice because I need answers.It was like everything is falling apart. Or are they falling in right places to make some sense?

" Alright. I have already put tampon inside that little pussy of yours." He tapped his fingers at my clothed pussy.I shifted mildly only to feel the tampon inside me

" Excuse me? I asked you a fucking question you crazy lunatic.!" I roared with an exploded wrath.

" Dysil." He unlocked the handcuffs from my ankle with his one hand. My eyes involuntarily gazed at the sexy act of his fingers.

" Dysil?" The medical drug name , that sound familiar to me.

Give her dysil she will be fine

" dysmenorrhea. You have them at times. " His gritted his teeth and clutched the sheets of the bed. The sheets raked by his nails.

" Dysme...what?" I chuckled weakly.

" Dysmenorrhea, profuse bleeding, heavy cramps with pelvic pain. " His eyes brimmed with tears.  "You got it when you .. when...fuck.." He grunted as he fisted his wrist to the headboard of the bed. I jolted up.His countenance was not pleasant. He was wrathful over something'

" I might be home schooled but i know what is dysmenorrhea is. " I stated brushing off his frustration and I dont know why the fuck he is frustrated. " I meant, how the fuck you know I have that at times."

" When you had your first periods , when you were like around fourteen.I knew what it was. " He shrugged his shoulder withdrawing his hands from the footboard. "I mentioned that earlier didnt I sunflower?" A smirk dangled at his lips" when you were wailing in pelvic pain at the time you had your first periods i was there in between your legs."

" And what were you doing exactly in between my legs?" I asked though i know what he would spit out.

"Umm kissing that little pussy and was pampering it like I did a few moments back when you were asleep with your mouth part opened and  drooling over the pillow. " He chortled tapping my chin with his finger tips.

" I know to put a tampon.No thanks. next time." I snapped at him.

" Baby,you really think i  need your permission to invade into my territory to put a tampon." He guffawed.

For a second I devoured his adam apple with my eyes when he tossed his head back to laugh at my statement. However I swept it off.

" Why was I injected by dysil?" I intersected my arms across my chest shooting the question from out of nowhere.

" To  releive your pain baby. I carry them with me all the time. Just in case you know." He hit his one eyebrow to his hairline.

My heart sheathed with an ounce of comfort.

Give her dysil, she will be fine

I peeled out the voice from my head. " So that wasnt a drug to knock me off?"

" Ummm..no you just passed out by the utter shock of the pain and .."He paused.

" And the vision of my mother's head in the jar. " I completed his trailed of sentence with a glare." Why is ...." I swallow hard trying to recollect my words clogged at my throat. " Why did you preserve her head in a Jar?"

" Well I preserved it ,to toss it to Paxton. "He said without any single trace of distress in his words or in his face. " And I didnt like that bitch's existence in your life, baby. She was a barricade to make you all mine. So i took her...."

His words cut off as I crash landed my palm to his cheek. His face tilted to the direction my hand flew. He closed his eyes for a second ,while simultaneously my finger prints were swelling on his delicate honey tanned skin.

" Sunflow..."

I slapped him again. This time my palm landed hard,followed by a silent sob from from my lips.

He lingered again, welcoming my another slap. My finger prints altered from pink to red on his soothing skin. It stung him pretty bad, yet he didnt budge to raise his arm to stop me.

I landed an another slap" why?" I clutched his tank top and it wrinkled beneath my tight hold.

" Periods mood swings baby? i know. Its understandable. " He clicked his tongue.

My rage paced up "The fuck asshole!" I slapped him again. My palm stung terribly by relentless slap on his face. His cheek was swollen.

" Hit me all you want baby! I dont give a fuck about it when you are  stuck with me forever " He took my hand into his hands and stroke my palm gently as it turned crimson due to constant slapping to his face.

" I will leave you. when the day comes," I paused as my gentle sobs were interupting my words. " I. WILL. FUCKING. LEAVE. YOU. " i pressed each words syllable firmly " AND YOU WILL STAND HERE ALL ALONE, WITHOUT ...."

The next moment I was immersed into mattress with his body weight. " Say that again ,sunflower.!" He entangled his fingers into my hair and curled it around his wrist. " Say that again." He gritted his teeth. I lingered there and gazed at the wooden ceiling not able to stare at his blazing eyes. However tears were rolling down my eyes.

" Hate me baby. Hit me all you want but..." His voice wobbled as he panted hard. " If you ever say you would leave me, i will fucking follow anywhere you go. " His warm breath was hovering over my face. "Run to the hills , i will be there . Run to the cliff, I will be there. And if you Run to the person, about whom you have been thinking the moment Travis stepped here, i will be there ,but." He paused as he leaned near my ears "with his head in my hands. And i will fuck you on his corpse,will  soak your body in his blood making you cum over and over on his blood until your cum and his blood blends into a perfect pink taint." He snarled followed by a dangerous smirk. " And then..." He licked his lips gazing at my trembling lips" I will drag you here, will tie you up into my bed and will fill your every holes. "

I swallowed hard as he spat out the intention i had in my head. The intention of running to other Jungkook to dig out the truth. All I wanted to know was a fucking truth and this motherfucker never allows me to sink onto it.

" Alright." He sighed in victory after snap shutting my mouth with his words. " Now stop that little attitude of yours and get your ass up." He moved away from me and stood up beside the bed.  "You didnt eat or drink anything for hours. You need food and a lot of water and.. " He flared his teeth to me." And A GOOD ATTITUDE REDUCTION FUCK WITH MY DICK."

" You better keep that fucking dick away from me. " I walked behind him slowly trying match his speed as the pelvic pain was strangling my soul out my body.  He headed to kitchen. I followed him.Because my stomach was growling for some food to fill in.

He swayed his hands in the water to wash off the crimson stains he collected in his hand as he cleaned off my blood from the floor. " Why baby? Does my dick make you feel so fucking good ,you are forgetting whats happening around you?" He chuckled as flipped the knife in his hand for spreading the strawberry jam on the sizzling pancake that was coated with honey.

" You are not touching me. !" I snapped at him. " i am done with your manipulative words and your manipulative dick!"

He halted his swiping movement of spreading the alluring crimson spread across the pancake with the knife. His blazing eyes met with mine " After food. Lets have a chilling bath." He smiled. But it was odd. My words  triggered some psychopathic sensor inside him. Hope it didnt.

" Here. Have some."He gently guided the pancake that was embedded with strawberry jam and honey, perfectly seated on the white plate. "you had a long night baby. And you are going to have another long night too." He chortled gently with a tease.

Pancakes for you.

With honey

And strawberry jam. A familiar voice resonating inside my head. The elegant hand. The similar wedding ring Jungkook slid into my ring finger when he married me infront of Roy and Paxson.

Was it the moment i had with the other Jungkook and his mom and I couldn't recollect it

I blinked my eyes few times to scoop up any traces of scenes with the other Jungkook, from my head.

" Y/N." Jungkook snapped his fingers in front of my face.

I flinched gently as he hauled me out of my thoughts. The thought of other Jungkook.

" Looks like you need another session. " He mumbled enough it reached my ears.

" What? What do you mean session?" My eyebrows wrinkled at him.

" Ummm . Well i mean our sex marathon." He shrugged his shoulder with a pale face.

Lie. That was a lie. He didnt mean that. It was something else. Well anyway, i am not going stop  digging into his basement.But before that, I have to dig in to pancake because I need some stamina to hold upon the evil things i am going to find out in his basement.

" Arent you eating? Are you even human? Not hungry huh?I stuffed the pancake into my mouth and munched it.

" Well ,i prefer eating your pussy baby " He swiped his thumb at my the corner of my lips and licked it. Probably the strawberry jam.

I rolled my eyes at his most distasteful yet pussy throbbing statement.

After, my stomach was stuffed with the pancakes , I slowly got up from the chair making sure my blood flow is stable. But,heavens! It gushed out enormous.

" Fuck me." I cursed.

" Baby, you need to change the tampon. It has been six hours i put it inside. It might be soaked. You know.. you have to .." His voice was immersed in a concern.

" Stay the fuck away from me. Dont touch me asshole" I hold my lower abdomen.

He let out a shuddered breath

" Take your clothes off lets have a swim. " Without any pinch of permission from me he hauled up my t shirt and pulled down my trousers. He ripped off my panties.

" What are you doing?"

He carried me by hooking his one forearm at the back of my knees and hooking his other arm at my back.

" I told you not touch me. " My voice was firm and coarse. however i didnt even move an inch to stop him. Because one way or the other his touch was all I craved for now to diminish my pain and he knows that.

" Well, i am touching you, and i dont need your fucking permission." His voice wobbled. He stepped outside the cabin ,carrying my naked form.

He walked through the woods in the dark night ,probably towards the lake.

By several twists and turns, He brought me to the old wooden dock at the lake, where we met our two pets.

The moonlight bounced on the gentle waves of the lake. It was so alluring ,I just wanted to immerse into it until its dawn.

" Are you cold , sunflower?" He asked. I shook my head as a 'no' . Heck!  I want to just yeet myself into the lake for a soothing swim.

He shuddered. I placed my hand gently at his chest.  His hands trembled. Not because of cold .Not because he was carrying me. He always tosses me all the time on his shoulder as if he is carrying a submissive butterfly. But now, something was pestering him.

I recollected the scene before my eyes close shut when he injected me dysil at the time i fell hard on my ass cheeks in the basement. " Its ok sunflower. Its ok." His sobs rung inside my head.

Its ok sunflower, i have got you. The pain will fade. Another distorted voice was prevailing inside my head.But they were Jungkook 's words.

Why did he sob holding me in his arms as my eyes shut. ? Why did his eyes didnt hold back any tears but dropped down his cheeks  when he injected me with dysil?It was just my menstrual cycle repeating ! And its not regular though.

Or the Dysmenorrhoea?Was that the reason, he sobbed like a toddler ? Wait how did I even get dysmennorrhea? Did my bloodline passed this gene to me? Or did it happen due to something terrible incident and I fucking dont know about it ?And he knows.

Clean it up, you piece of shit. Why dont you just fucking die!

The distorted voice was perforating my head.

Something terrible did happen and I will find out why did he kill my mother and sliced her head off?

The mental scene of her head being chopped off by butcher knife was inviting tears to my eyes.

He is not going to speak up but there will be any piece of evidence behind this. Inside the basement.

Was that what the other Jungkook asked Travis to look for ? To find the evidence on the massacre happened that night? Was the same night he killed my mom and his parents?

Wait.Jungkook had cameras fixed at my house where I lived for fifteen years. Meaning, Jungkook might be having the footage of that night's massacre. The footage of what exactly happened that night.The night he killed his parents. Thats what the other Jungkook wants. Thats what Travis was looking for!

Oh shit!

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