Y/N.

I was at the edge of precarious trench to be swallowed on whole. A wedge of me doesnt want to witness the horrifying night in the video. But the other wedge of mine wanted to witness it to know what actually happened.

" Jungkook is ian." I whispered to myself.

Tears welled up in my eyes. My hands trembled and fingers fidgeted over the table. The blood from my palm was still dribbling down  from the table to its foot as I thrashed my fisted wrist to the table when I found out Jungkook is Ian and he was lying to me all the time.

As the video buffered to replay again, my heart was bifurcating with fear and fright.

My heart was pouncing to my ears i could listen to each and every palpitations.

The video started to play.

The camera angle was in a perfect frame. " Sarah!" My mom was holding her tight as a bullet crash landed on the back of the lady 's shoulder.

Who is this lady? Who shot her? Why did my mother got startled and her countenance appeared weird as if she was deep immersed into some other thought.

The lady ,to whom my mom shouted the name 'sarah' ,thumped on the floor ,the next snap moment the bullet crashed on my mother. I flinched watching her clutching her abdomen.

Wait. Sarah. i know this name. I huffed and puffed. Sarah Paxson Parker. My aunt.Paxson's wife!

Sarah wanted to have you as her daughter always. But she betrayed me as a wife. My memory lane pitched up to haul the words of Paxson when he tried to drug me to sell me to Enzo and spoke about aunt sarah.

Before warning your mother , She fucking lodged a complaint to a fucking cop. That literally shattered our commencement point of our business. I didnt have a choice but...

You killed her.

I recalled the conversation between me and Paxson.

In the video,A guy came out of the room beside. I squinted my eyes to the guy came out of the room beside.

I know him. Wait. i fucking know him. Where? Where did I see him? Where?

Fucking yes, i almost ejected out of my seat by myself." Jungkook.The other Jungkook." I recalled his facial structure when I watched the footage from my Jungkook 's secret room in the mansion where he brought me after we married.

Should I call him as' my Jungkook ' now? After all he did was lying to me. May be I should call him as Ian. Or the imposter?

" You. " The other Jungkook took a step back with a wince and complete disquietude, glancing at someone who was standing in front of him but not in the frame.I could picturise that.

Spontaneously another guy came walking towards my mother.The guy worn a monochromatic attire of black hoodies and black pants alike a demon was walking towards its prey to demolish. 

" Yes me " The guy spoke in a firm voice while he shot my mother without taking his gaze from the other Jungkook. " Bitch!". He gave a dagger of wrath to my mother's wriggling body.

Voice. I closed my eyes listening to the voice which I was addicted to. Its the voice of the evil thing who is pretending to be as Jungkook and married me.

My mother coiled and curled wailing in pain on the floor as blood lured out from her one side of her abdomen where he shot her.

"Mom." I whimpered seeing her curled up on floor as blood flew down from her bullet wound was slicing my heart. I switched my eyes to aunt Sarah who was lying beside her and something bizzare waved inside me.

Paxson said he killed aunt sarah, but here i could literally see my Jungkook shot her and my mom. Why did Paxson lied he killed aunt sarah ?

" So my Jungkook killed aunt sarah and my mom?" I blurted out under my breath.

" Get the fuck away from her." The other Jungkook threw his body over my Jungkook.

My Jungkook or should I say Ian, effortlessly tackled the other Jungkook by clutching his wrists and twitched it only to plummet him on the floor.  He thrashed him to the floor as he straddled his legs over the other Jungkook chest.

I gasped looking at the snap of the video.

" Where is my sunflower?" He asked pressing the gun barrel to the other Jungkook 's temple with a darkening eyes and compressed his teeth with a tightened jaw.

" She will never be yours. " The other Jungkook writhed beneath him. " She loves me , not you. She fucking loves me " The other Jungkook guffawed looking at my Jungkook.No strike that out. The imposter Jungkook. " She always fucking love me, brother. You can never have her."

" You piece of ..." He smashed his fisted wrist to his mouth leading his mouth to bleed. "Where is my sunflower?" He smashed his hand again on the other Jungkook's mouth.

I clasped my hands to my mouth seeing him hitting the other Jungkook, profusely.

" Your sunflower? She is mine." The other Jungkook flung his fist to the imposter Jungkook. Before it could crash to his cheeks, he clasped the other Jungkook 's fist in his one whole palm.

His eyes were blazing with wrath.

" You better stay the fuck away from my way. I want my sunflower. " He flung his fisted wrist to his face again. Imposter Jungkook 's eyebrows wrinkled in some unidentified pain while he thrashed his hand on the other Jungkook 's jaw.

" You know what? We can have our little fight later." He locked other jungkook 's hand into his one large hand and pulled out a syringe from his pockets struggling to hold the other Jungkook down.

Motherfucker has stacks of syringes and needles with him to knock people down.

."Time to sleep my brother. You dont wanna see what i am going to do to our beloved father. " leaving a trail of smirk at the corner of his lips flashing the lip piercing he plunged a needle to the other Jungkook 's neck. His eyes criss crossed and scrolled up to his skull leaving him into insensible state.

He stood up from the other Jungkook and slapped his cheeks gently to make sure he is completely knocked out. The other Jungkook didnt even budge to move. " Perfect. "

He then walked towards the aunt sarah's body that was lying insentient on the floor with bullet wound on her back of the shoulder." I am sorry. " He sighed gazing at her. " I will get you out of this place. You wont die its just a bullet on the shoulder." He tapped her chin gently and she groaned mildly. " There you go. Hold on , stay alive in there once I get what i want, i will take you with my sunflower. "

He stood up and strolled towards the room where the other Jungkook showed up after hearing the sound of the gun firing.

He scratched his pistol to his chin with a perilous stare at the room and gave a maniac laugh before flinging his leg to the door. The door crash opened.

I squinted my eyes as his smirk and smile blended together and streaked over his face gazing at the room.

" There you are, my gorgeous little sunflower ." He growled flashing his lagomorph teeth at the room.

It was me. I was in that room.He was growling looking at me.What was I doing in that room with the other Jungkook? Why were we both locked inside that room?

" Was the other Jungkook trying to protect me?"I muttered under my breath." Was he trying to protect me from this monster who married me lying about his identity."

"Come on sunflower, come out now " He beckoned his fingers to the fifteen year old me inside the room. I might be probably coiled into a worm fearing this demon.

" Baby, come out or I might have to drag out your ass from there . "He took a step towards the doorframe of the room." Whom are you trying to call through phone , sunflower? My dad?" He guffawed alike a screwball. His laughs shuddered through the digital monitor.

"Go ahead keep calling that dipshit, i want him to show up here,so i can slit his throat. " He demonstrated the way he wanted to slit his father's throat.

" Alright untill he comes lets have some fun shall we ..." He stepped inside the room. There was a moment of tranquil and then my screams and screeches alarmed out of the room.

He came out within seconds carrying me like a sac over his shoulder. "No no put me down put me down please " The ingenuous voice of mine shrieked across the room in the video.

My body shuddered as my ears got perforated with my sinless shrieks and screeches that rushed out of the speaker of the PC.

He set me down to feet and twisted me around to take a look around the room and pressed my back to his chest. The fifteen year old me was sensitive and fragile in the video.

" sunflower, we are going to do this together alright?" He spoke clasping my chin with his hard hand while he rested his chin over my shoulder.

"Jungkook no,!" The juvenile me in the video,screamed loud gazing at the other Jungkook lying insensible on the floor.

"Jungkook? Baby dont call him like that. i dont like it " the imposter Jungkook hold me tight and pressurised his clasp on my chin which i could witness through the video the way fifteen year old me wriggled in his hand alike a little catterpillar.

" We can take care of him later, now.," he oscillated me turning my face to him." Now , sunflower take a look at your mother." He gently stroke my tears at my cheeks and stepped back giving the view for me.

" Mom..." i gasped and ran to her only to be hooked by my waist in his strong arms. "Sunflower, she is not dead yet. But she will die soon ." He paused with a maniac smile "within minutes .

" Oh god " I wheezed seeing myself being petrified by this eldritch maniac.

"What did you do to her?" I flung my legs in air as I was still curled on his arms with legs swinging in air.

"Sh..sh. " He shushed me placing my feet on floor and walked me backwards by chasing my each steps with his steps until my back got plastered to my back.

"Sit " he commanded while I still plastered myself to the wall.

" What memories did Paxson planted on my head such that i dont remember any of these?" I mumbled looking at myself being shuddering by him and the effect of his words on me.

" i said fucking sit!" He commanded with a strong domination.

The juvenile me in the video slid down the wall to the floor with several shivers and shudders.

" Did i scare you baby? " He patted my head gently and kissed the crown of my head "Good girl. " He squatted down and inclined his face to my face level." Now I am going to slice up your mother's fingers one by one and you are going to watch it " He looped his index finger to my hair strand that plastered to my forehead due to sweat beads.

I was trembling and pressed my knees to my chest holding them with my hands.

" And then I am going to take that bitch's head slowly with my butcher knife and you are going to watch that too." He hauled the hair stand that looped at his index finger and hung it behind my ear.

" Please dont.. "my chin was wobbling and my voice was distupting due to my sobs. "Please dont hurt mom. I love her."

Tears streamed down my eyes as I watched the juvenile me was beeseching to the monster for some mercy which he doesn't have it in a decimal point of ounce.Then and even now.

" You love her?"he asked rubbing the pistol's barrel tip to his forehead.

" She is my mom.please..don.." He twisted the pistol in between his fingers and shot my mother again at the same spot where he shot her a moments back. He didnt parted his eyes from me." Say you love her again."

I was shaking my head to him depicting a no. "You will love only me!just only me." He tapped the pistol to his chest pointing himself. " You will fucking love only me am I understood?"

My innocent crying eyes switched eyes to the other Jungkook lying on the floor. Insensible. His eyes travelled to the same direction where my eyes switched to. Towards the other Jungkook. " Did he say he loves you? Did he say those three words to you huh?" He set the tip of the barrerl to my chin and traced it to my lips.

I panted hard ,parting my lips an inch with trepidation. " Did he say he loves you?" He switched the gun to the other Jungkook and shot the bullet to a sniffling distance of his face. The bullet crashed to the floor enough to make the juvenile me to flinch in fear and fright.

"Yes! yes! please dont hurt him. " I screeched close shutting my eyes tight." Did you say a yes to him?did you? Because if you say, baby i might have to kill him." His words were threatening but it had something behind it.

I shook my head vigourously.

"Good . " He nodded.

He set his feet movements towards my mother as she was wriggling backwards fearing his demonic walk.

" Get the fuck away from me , sick moron!" She bellowed. He squatted down and pressed his hand to the bullet wound at her abdomen. She wailed in agony.

" Does that hurt?" He snickered and shrieked" Good it should." He hauled a chair and set it beside her. " Get up and sit on the chair, its show time!"

"Mom." The little me sobbed.

" Mom."my eyes shed tears terribly witnessing the footage clip of my mom climbing up the chair clutching to her bullet wound. " How could he?" I mewled.

" Sunflower, it will be over soon alright? " He gazed at me while I was wobbling and crying looking at my mother. " And then lets get out of here. " He spoke as he tugged the curtain from its pole and tore it into strips.

" You me and our alluring pets. Cant wait to introduce you to them." He giggled alike a maniac and tethered her hands and legs to the arms and feet of the chair.

"The fuck you will. You are not taking my daughter from me. You cant. She is .." my mothers were sliced up by his one glare.

" She is my Y/N . She is fucking mine. My Y/N. She will be my Y/N Parker!" The imposter Jungkook yelled sharply that lead to my mother's face to shrink in fear.

"You think you can just take her..take her..." She stuttered as she blinked few times. She was combating for her consciousness to stay erect. " You cant take her, my husband will not allow that."

" Who ? That douchebag, Paxton?" He guffawed at her. " Mrs. Rey werent you trying to set him in a trap so that you can slip out of something that no one wants to find out ? "

"What?" Her mouth quivered. He pulled out his switchblade from his boots.

I squinted my eyes at the video clip and my countenance furrowed trying to sort out what he was talking about.

" You think nobody would find out what you are doing behind that sacred clinic of yours?!!" He sliced her thumb in one go. "Well,i know. I know what you did with the mastermind of yours,which I would love to rake it out by rupturing that hard skull of yours "

Her cries screeched through the speakers. ' no ." I sobbed clapping my hands to my mouth.

" Sunflower,baby watch this. Watch how i am slicing up her fingers." He walked towards the juvenile me who was sobbing glancing at the scene. " Baby baby.shh sh sh. " He stroke his fingers to my hair. " Please just let us go. Why are you doing this? " I was sobbing and beseeching to him.

" Why am I doing this? Baby i am doing this for us. For us baby." He scoffed and stroke my tears with his knuckles and collected them in the hollow pith beside his knuckles to slurp my tears into his tongue. " Sweet. " He whispered."hang in there sunflower,it will be over soon. "

He walked to my mom and sliced up her fingers one by one at her right hand while all she could do was screaming and crying.

" Fucking ruthless psychopath " i cried out shuddering by watching her each and every scream and pain.

" I am going to ask you another question and you are going to answer that, understand?" He ran the knife tip to her left hand.

She nodded alike a puppet.

"Werent you trying to frame Jungkook, to hurt my Y/N ? " He traced the tip of the knife to her cheek and set below her eyes.

" What?" She trembled.

"I am asking you one more fucking time! Werent you trying to frame Jungkook to hurt my Y/N? " She curled up her both lips and whimpered.

" What was that supposed to mean?" I gasped." What the fuck is going on? Why would i mother wanted to frame other Jungkook in hurting me?

" Speak up mrs. Rey or I will pull out your eye out of your eye socket with the knife!" He tapped the knife tip under her eye and circled it along her eye lids.

" Yes." She bawled.

" How many Y/N's do you want in your fucking life!!"He commenced to slice up her thumb of her left hand.

He sliced her next fingers again.

The squelching sound of her fingers being sliced was blarring to my ears through the speaker. Her screams shuddered to the PC system.I cried relentlessly and covered my ears. It was wrenching my heart to wintes the brutal act and wished i never found this footage.

" How many Y/N's?? This is my Y/N. My sunflower!!" He commenced to slice up her index of her left hand. " How many Y/N's do you want?"how many? "

My sobs and whines halted for a second when he spat out unrelatable words.

How many Y/N' ? What does he mean how many Y/N's? I inclined my head down not able to witness the barbaric scene throught the monitor. Why did he say that? I am Y/N. Why did he mention, how many Y/N's. ?i am the only Y/N here.

What the hell?

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