Ian/Jungkook

⚠️ Warning: mention of sexual abuse ahead please do not read if you are not comfortable.

Jungkook. The name I detest the most once has now become my obsession. Nevertheless not more than my insane obsession with my sunflower. The name has become what I am now. The name my Y/N loves. And i fucking love it how she spellls them out with those alluring lips that stimulate my desires to take her hard whenever she calls my name. Nevertheless when she calls the name gently dipped and sheathed with her upholstery voice i lose my mind like a madman.

Jungkook never knew about me and my twin brother. I never revealed it to him. Not even when he took his last breath staring right through my soul.

If he came back alive -by any means, why did he mention to Yaze that he knew about me and my twin brother?  Why did he mention to  Yaze about me and my twin brother as if I wanted to conceal it as a crypt from him though I would actually spilt the beans to him ?why did he come back after ten years? Did he have some skips in his memory lane or lost track of it or is someone making him do it? Or someone is behind it?

Ten years ago

" What the fuck were you doing inside the closet with her?"i grasped Jungkook 's collar and collided him to the nearest wall at his room. " I told you to stay the fuck away from her."

" Who the hell are you? Do you know you are hauling the collar of a cop's son?  "Jungkook yelped. A string of warm endorsement was swirking around my body yet i brushed it off.

" I dont give a fuck about that. Tell me what did you do to my sunflower in the closet?" I thrashed him to wall again.

" She is my sunflower. My girlfriend." He gritted his teeth and shot me daggers of wrath.

" Listen kid, that little girl is mine. Dont you fucking dare to come in my way." I hurled up his collar as threat to strangle him. "You dont know how much i am holding myself not to strangle you to death because you grasped those sunflowers and strawberries i bought for her and gave her saying you bought it!. " I snarled against his face.

Every sunflower i left for her in bed was misinterpreted by her that this sick motherfucker gave her. The urge to kiss and rake her lips with my teeth blazes inside my soul every time she takes those sunflower and call him " kookie, thanks." But no i cant scare the shit out of her , she is the key for me to hunt down the bitch Mrs. Rey and dipshit Paxton. And yes certainly my dad and his whore.

Jungkook scoffed mockingly. Just like our dad does. I want to peel off that fucking features of our dad out of his face. " That was you huh?well thanks, she loved that "

" The fuck. " I punched my fist to the wall beside his head.

He flinched and coiled into a scared little rabbit. I uplifted him by holding the collar of his T shirt at his nape. His toes raised from the floor.

" Did you fucking touch her?" I glared.

" No." He mewled.

" Answer me! Did you fucking touch her?" I bellowed.

Fear and fright coiled him alike thousands of spikes, all over his body

" I just cupped her cheeks and tried to.  " Sweat beads sheathed around his hairline. " Tried to kiss..."

Before he could complete his words i curled my palm against his throat. His legs wiggled like a worm. It was gratifying yet it was a dismay. I felt his life was fading slowly through my hands as he writhed gasping for air.

" How fucking dare you!" I slackened my hold when I felt the last ounce of his soul was stroking my hand. " Dont fucking touch her. I fucking detest that her hands are tangled with yours. Those pretty hands are mine to hold and kiss ."

He coughed hard and collapsed on floor. " Watch me.  how we will fall in love with each other and she wont even know your existence. You will always  remain as a silhouette to her. "

" You fucking knew that!"

He nodded.

" She will love me . If not i will fucking make her fall in love with me. And then i will kill everyone who is barrier between me and my sunflower. And she will never know that."i flung my leg to his abdomen gently.

" You think she will love you and come to your arms ,when I am literally using your ways and action to make her fall for me. I will peel you out of her life"

I guffawed by his threatens. " Well, not if you are dead. Listen,kid you stole my fucking name! And i wont allow you to take my sunflower too. She was born for me . She was made for me! only me! Iam her Jungkook!"

" Your name? " He scoffed and coughed again. His chest might be congested and fighting for air probably.a wedge of was gratified watching him the other wedge was in dismay.   " So you are ?"

" None of your fucking business.  "My voice wobbled.

" Why do you have my name and tailing behind me and my sunflower?" He gradually sat up on the floor. "

" Correction. You have my name. And soon I will kill you just like i am going to kill the entire family and i will take your identity so I can win back my sunflower." I hauled a chair and sat on it.

" What?" He crawled back alike scared lagomorph.

" Kid, do you know to whom you are talking to?I scoffed looking at his shuddering legs and hands.I relished watching my handprints at his throat." I am worse than a demon. I own my sunflower before you were hitting the age to figure out what is the purpose of the thing dangling between your legs. I have been watching her ever since i laid my eyes on her.  "

" You will never have her.  " He glared.

" Oh i will. If not i will break her and i will keep her to myself. Even if she hates me. I fucking own her, every ounce of her soul, every inch of her body , every minute space in her mind is mine. I will posses her because i am worse than any evil thing in this world and no exorcism can rake her soul from mine."

Present

" Hyung....why? Why did you do this to me?why did you send me to those monsters? They tortured me..used me."

" Dont fucking call me like that "

" Y/N...Y/N ..."

" Y/N?what did they do to her?"

" Paxson got her. She.."

" Dont you fucking die now motherfucker. I will Fucking kill you."

" Hyung....."

" Why are you calling like that .."

My memory lane slipped into the trench of the blazing and detestful conversation i had with my brother Jungkook ,ten years ago.

" Ian, does she know what you are doing to her?" Yaze took a sharp inhale.

" No. She will never know about that." I flip opened the box of strawberry and clasped into my palm gently. Fuck it reminds me of her clit. So pretty. Round and swollen. Just like when I slap her clit.

I chortled.

" What if she finds out?" Yaze swallowed hard. He knows what i would do.

" I will break her. And will keep her with me. I will preserve her to myself and never let her go " i picked the next strawberry and snatched its green sepal.

" Ian ,you cant just lock her up man. Now that she found about your twin and the other Jungkook, you should tell her everything."

I shot up him a glare. And plucked the sepal of the next strawberry.

" She knows i killed my parents. " I picked the next strawberry.

" She knows you killed mrs. Rey?" He asks letting out a annoying sigh.

I nodded.

" Did she ask why?"

"Yes. And i didnt tell her and i won't. She cant know that " i tossed the green sepal away.

" Ian, how long man?" He shifted gently .

" Untill i die i will chain her up with me." I picked another strawberry to snatch its sepal. " And i will have kids with her as much she wants to push out our babies."

"You think she is going to stay with you, if she finds about JI?"

" I dont care if she hates me for that. I will put her in chains to my bed. " I traced my finger tip to the sepal of the strawberry   "I will stay beside her all the time loving her and make love to her. Will hold her in my arms close to my heart while her little hands are cuffed with chain and a pretty purple collar around her neck."

"you are going to keep organising this JI? "He gently moved his broken arm to adjust the bandage with his other hand.

I ignored his question. And took another strawberry.

" Ian?" He questioned again " how long are you going to organise JI? "

I ignored him again.

" Will you stop fucking plucking those strawberries ass!" He bellowed. " I am asking you something and you are just. ."

" My sunflower doesnt like the green parts stuck to these strawberries. She would love to eat them when they are plucked." I snatched the green sepal out of the strawberry with a hard tug.

" Thats not my question." He pebbled his jaw.

" I will uproot all the bloodline of Silver " i hauled out another sepal of the strawberry. " Like this " i demonstrated. " Just for my sunflower. For my Y/N. The Silvers will go down into a complete termination. The bloodline will suffer. "

" You think NPA would sit there ass idle in the chair?and the people of Brion? You think they will...."

" I dont fucking care!" I thumped my fisted hand to the table. " I dont fucking care if the whole Brion city is wiped out. They will suffer for my sunflower. And she will never know that. " My knuckles started to bleed with split open of fleshes. " I will kill everyone until I find him. "

"So, you are going to wipe out the bloodline then? Just to find that sick moron? For Caroline? "

I nodded firmly. "For my Y/N."

" Ian, if she ever meets Jungkook, she will..."

" She will know everything. " I slice him off. " And i wont let that happen. "

My phone shuddered from my pocket. I pulled it out to gaze at the caller ID. JI 54.

I set the phone to my ear after sliding to answer. " Speak."

" Found the next target." JI 54 spoke from other side of the phone.

" Good. On my way." I hung up the phone and stood up. " Found the next Silver. " I paused."Yaze. Dont step out of your apartment. Stay here. My men will guard the door. " I slid out my pistol and glided it under his pillow. " Just in case ".

"Ian." He called me suddenly as if something struck to his head." Jungkook got Paxton and they didnt prison him.'

" What do you mean , they didnt prison him?" I arched my brows to him.

" Jungkook is treating him alike a companion." He nodded to me firmly. " He wanted to sell Y/N to Enzo right? Then why did Jungkook joined hands with him.if he loves Y/N ,he must kill him but he didnt instead he.  ."

" That dipshit might have spilt about Caroline to Jungkook " I pebled my jaw." Either Jungkook is pissed off because he went through lot at asylum or because he couldn't get Y/N to himself. " I tilted my head squinting my eyes as i was immersing into the thoughts.

Something is not right.

" Or both." Yaze declared.

" No. Someone is behind this. Need to find Maxwell.Paxson mentioned about him before my pets ripped his head off. " I paced gently back and forth across the room. " Maxwell knows something that he doesnt want me to find out. "

"I can find him." Yaze accompanied my statement.

" No Yaze. I have my men. " I walked to him. I gently pressed my hands to his shoulder. "I want you to .." i trailed off and took a sharp breath.

" To what?" He paused and then his eyes broaden slightly with realisation ." You mean one more time?"

I nodded.

" Ian . How more man? What if she..."

" Please. " I slice his words off. "Just this one time. I dont want her to remember anything. About Anything  happened with that fucker. " Tears brimmed my eyes. " I just want to diminish him from her life. The only person she must think and cherish every memory is about me.Not him. I want to be her only Jungkook. Only person in her life." A lonely tear streamed down my eyes.

" Ian. Just this one time. And we should wrap it up. " He nudged his palm to my fingers and compressed it together. "Call Freya. We might need her help."

" This time we are doing it alone. We cant call Freya." I gently withdrew my hands from his shoulder slackening his hold against my fingers.

" Why?"

" Jimin. Jimin is with Freya now. They are together . " I scoffed.

I slipped out one of my men to have an eye on Jimin just in case someone tries to hurt him. I cant lose him.

" Wait. He proposed her? Man , when are you going to introduce me to him. " He chuckled. " All the fucking time when you stop yapping about Y/N the next name you had dangling on your tongue was Jimin."

" I broke his heart by lying about myself ." I sighed. " Fuck i miss him. Already. I have lied to him about my identity but never about my confidant to him. " My face contorted into a dismay.

" Ian. He will understand. " His words did comfort me but my heart was weighing down thinking about Jimin. He was with me from the day one i stepped into the Juvenile prison . He was there for me all the time I cried at the corner of the prison and had terrible nightmares. He never left my side. He was the one who guided me to slip into the NIA.

" He wont. He has stubborn ass. " I inhaled sharply." He doesn't forgive people easily."

" Not when it comes to brotherhood "Yaze imparted a gentle smile. " When you introduce me to Jimin,drinks are on me. Alright?"

" Yeah. " I nodded letting out a gentle scoff. " Only if my Y/N allows me to have a drink with you  and Jimin. " I grinned gently. It was because a glimpse of her figure flashed to my eyes.

I cleared my throat to sweep off her thought as my hands were teetering to hold her in my arms and cradle her. I want to sniffle the alluring scent at her forehead. I am fucking addicted to that. "So if we contact Freya, Jimin would show up. And he will certainly hunt me down. Y/N cant meet Jimin. "

" Why?" He squinted his eyes.

" Jimin will be having two things prevailing in his head now. " I slid my hand to one pocket. " One- he wanted to find about me and my past and bestow it to Y/N. Two- to save her from me. "Yaze lingered his eyes on mine sinking into my words.

" Wait what if Freya spills to Jimin about what we are doing to Y/N?" He sloped down his upper body from the bed's cot.

" She wont. She is professional in that."

Freya was fourteen years old,when Eleanor found her scrambling the leftovers beside a cafe all soaked in blood. She ran away from her home as her stepfather was sexually abusing her whenever her mother left her alone at home with that monster,for work and he always stuck his ass at home just to touch Freya inappropriately. Her mother never believed her. That broke her heart. And one night when he tried to force himself on her,she couldn't do anything but hit his skull with a hammer and ran away from there.

Thats when Eleanor found her and brought her to our orphanage where me and Jimin had our best times. Jimin met Freya at the orphanage and instantly fell in love with her.

The moment she dropped down her tears in fear and fright that she hit her stepfather with hammer at the back of his skull , i rushed down to her house back and found that sick moron was wailing and wriggling on floor in agony holding his head.

The instant his eyes met mine he begged for nothing but for help.Freya's fearful and apprehensive eyes flashed through my head. How much she might have cried and wished for death when he touched her inappropriately. Her words alarmed in my ears.

Ten years ago

"I couldn't do anything but pretend to sleep when he made my fingers to hold his private part. He always whispered" do you like it Freya? Do you like holding me like this?" I pretend to sleep not knowing what to do.

He would get up from me at times to check on my mom if she is awake by any means. And that one second i wish i could just die, so that I dont have  go through this. Every night his handprints lies on my body. He squeezes. he touches. I hate myself for that. His fingers always finds my private parts i wish i was never born as a girl. All i could do was lingere there crying and wishing for death."

I didnt drench into second thought before i hoisted my butcher knife and sliced his hands off. He screeched for help whenever I hoisted the butcher knife and sliced his legs. I counted each and every screech of his " How many times she might have screeched inside herself. Inside her head when you touched her inappropriately. " I bellowed before I sliced off his another leg. " Death would be easy. Men like you should never die but beg for death while being dismembered." I sliced off his limbs completely leaving him barely alive.

" Who are you? What did you do to my husband?" Freya's mother rolled inside the house with panic jotted all over her face. And this woman didn't even ask where her daughter went missing.

I panted and tossed his leg to the corner of the room" where is your daughter?" I asked her. Piercing my glare to her soul.

" I am calling the cops. " She hauled out her phone but she got instantly shot at her palm and the bullet pierced the phone too. I set my men outside the house at the rooftop of the neighborhood. Just in case.

She shuddered and screeched.

" Answer me ,my lady. Where is your daughter?" I asked her flipping my butcher knife.

" That little bitch might be wandering around with those men who might be selling weeds to her. " She blurted out blatantly while she was shuddering in pain.

" How do you know that she is taking weeds ?" I walked towards her. Freya's stepfather wailed in pain. " One more sound from that shit hole of your face i will stuff my butcher knife to your mouth. " I roared to him.He snap shut his mouth .

" Now answer me.." i walked forward." How do you know that she is taking weeds?"

" My husband told me." Her hands were shaking and ahe slouched on the couch in pain. " I found weeds in her bag and at her room.now please let my husband go " she beseeched.

I grinded my teeth. " Do you fucking know that your husband was touching your daughter every night after you drift to sleep and framing her into an addict of weeds and drugs,so that you wont believe her and he can touch her again and again."

" Did she send you?" She breathed hard. Blood pooled down from her hand. " Are you her boyfriend? You want money for drugs she has been using? Did she spread legs for you and you showed up your ass in ...."

One moment I hoisted my butcher knife the next moment i sliced her wrist that was embedded with bullet. " Not boyfriend. But a brother."

" This sick fucker was touching your daughter and you were so madly in love with this sick fuck you failed to protect her and believe her." I clutched her cheeks. " Put your damn tongue out."

She lingered. I hoisted my butcher knife again and sliced her one ear. " Thats for not listening to her. even once. " She screeched i pressed my fingers at her cheeks. Blood splattered to my face. "Put your tongue out or I am slicing the other ear. " She rolled her tongue out and I cupped her chin with my palm" bite your tongue "

She coiled and shrunk back in fear." Bite your fucking tongue or I will rip your other ear with my bare hands. " I uproared.

She bit her tongue with her teeth and I cupped her chin firm and hit her chin hard in an upward direction with my fist , her teeth compressed together and sliced off her tongue nevertheless it hung down with a string of left off flesh. " You have good canines, lady." I mocked . I placed the butcher knife at the hanging flesh of her tongue. " It will be over soon" i sliced the left off flesh of if her tongue that was hanging at the corner of her mouth.

She wailed and whined in pain.She collapsed on floor. " Thats for calling her a whore. "

She writhed. Blood split out from her mouth. " All you could do was to believe your daughter and you fucking failed.  "

She fisted her other wrist and hit to the floor in pain. Her face depicted no regrets and it intensified my wrath. " Now, you will take this butcher knife cut his dick off. And you will imprint your hand prints to the hammer handle and walk to the cops saying you dismembered your husband for assaulting your daughter." I commanded. She shook her head. " I will snap your neck and you wont be able to shake your head again. If you dont do it I will rip your head off. " I scratched my temple. " You know i love ripping heads off"

She shuddered and nodded her head. " Good now, do you have butcher knife at the kitchen?" I asked her tapping her cheeks as she was blinking several times. " Go and get it.." i seated on the couch beside where Freya's stepfather who was lying insentient as i dismembered him.

" Get it. Or i will rip your head off " i tapped my butcher handle to his head to wake him up. " Dont try anything stupid ,lady i have my men surrounded your house. " I flipped the butcher knife and gave a harsh hit to his forehead with the handle. He groaned gently and flicker opened his eyes. " Welcome to bonus round." I flashed my teeth to him.

Freya's mother almost crawled from kitchen carrying the butcher knife in  her hand. " Cut his dick off." I stood up." An inch.let him live with that short length dick."

" No no.." he beseeched and wiggled  back like a worm. " She begged the same didnt she? " I walked to the door. " Quick lady.I dont have all day for this shit. My sunflower will be asleep now need to pay a visit to her. I am already craving for her scents now . Quick!" I relished watching her dragging herself with part opened mouth and blood drooling down.

With trembling hand she set the butcher knife at his dick that was sprung out alike a dead meat as he might have unzipped it before trying to force himself on Freya.

I scoffed. " Quick! " I paced my eyes to my watch because I was in agony that Jungkook might sneak into her room before i could reach her. Told that dick head to stay away from her but he wont listen.Looks like I have to knock him down to hell for even thinking about having her.

" Lady, do you want me to rip your head off "  the next snap moment she sliced his dick off.

" Good." I sighed in relief.

And then I hooked Freya's mother into the crime that she dismembered her second husband for assaulting her daughter. Well, i did cut her tongue out and ears for not giving her ears to  Freya for listening to her atleast once that the monster was sexually tormenting her. Parents always fail to listen to their children.

Present

"Alright i trust her." Yaze spoke in a surrendering tone. " But this time you are doing it. "

' what? Yaze .No. i cant.I.. " i let out a sharp sigh. " You know I cant see her when she is going through the session it fucking hurts!" I walked to him and sat in a squat near him.

" Ian , look at me man. I am all broken. I would take weeks to reassemble my shit ,man. " He shurgged gently. " Why do you need to do the session all of a sudden now?"

I swallowed hard. " She started to hear voices inside her head. She had this terrible fall at the basement.and.."

" Wait did she find about the basement and what about.."

" She found Mrs. Rey head at the basement. " I cut him off.

" Oh crap." He cursed.

" She fell in fear .she...she..then .."Tears rolled down my eyes.

" Ian.." Yaze inclined forward and squeezed my shoulder.

" I was so scared that her mind would recall the day she had her first mensuration...It was..It was. " I choked in my gentle sobs.

" Ian, its normal for women to.. you know.." he tapped my shoulder with his finger tips.

" She didnt get her first periods in a normal way, Yaze. I cant ..."i bit my lips to stiffle my sorrows. " You know what happened to her "

" I know. I know. No girl deserved that. " He cleared his throat"You will do it this time alone. you can.  You know the protocol for the session. We have been doing this for ten years to her."Yaze patted my back." Well dont erase off her memory complete in distress that she might recall her times  she spent with Jungkook." He snorted and guffawed.

" Not funny,dumbass." I  glared.

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Ian/Jungkook

Facing one's fear and fright is certainly a herculean task for fragile hearts. Freya was a courageous little girl when I hauled her little mind to register to the cops about her abusement by her stepfather she strolled into the situation without any trepidation. Yet. Freya had essential tremor at her hands that lead to severe trembling of our hands. She detested to even glance at her hands even once as it recalled the horrific incident when her stepfather lead her to hold his disgusting dick every night.

The essential tremor became tremendous her hands were not in coordination. It became worse,she didnt step into self-care ,she didnt even wanted to move from the corner of the room she stayed at the orphanage.

Exploring one's own fear is the certain way to vanquish it. And Freya did the same. She decided to diminish her fears and tremors by exploring the study, Gynecology.  She did had  affiliation to every research department which succored me for every sessions for my Y/N. If it werent for Freya i wouldn't have able to save my Y/N.

After Freya's mother chopped off her husband dick, I enjoined Freya to give a written false statement that her mother found her husband was sexually assaulting her and she sliced off his hands and legs , precisely saying dismembered. And during the combat her husband cut her ears , one wrist and tongue off so that she wont spit it out to the cops which in return she had to dismember her husband's limb.

Since Freya's mother knew i would rip her head off with bare hands she didnt dare to speak that I dismembered her husband and cut her ears and the wrists of which she had writing ability and tongue. If I didnt slice her wrist that had the writing ability she would probably spill the beans through writing in the paper. Well she can do it with her other hand, but she cant when she is always been watched by my men from the prison she is residing. And yes, I covered the handprints of Freya at hammer handle with her mother's. Just like I wanted to imprint Paxton's handprint on the Paxon's and Clark's murder incident which would be designed by me. And thats why I held Paxton at my underground cave near my mansion where me and Y/N and our five alluring five pets were residing. But the clown in name of Jungkook snatched him away. He must probably know what I schemed.

How? Was it Maxwell? Like Paxson mentioned before his last breath, " Maxwell told me everything." That still alarmed to my ears. Maxwell. He is fucking with me and I am gonna fuck him up.

Everything was perfect until Jimin's call invaded me and my sunflower's perfect life. I was about to propose her ,marry her legally and then build a family with her. My mind was fogging how Jimin found out about my identity.

Did Jimin pulled out the classified and confidential file of "silver bloodline diminishing"  ?That cant be. That cant happen. If so, if he will meet Y/N and she will know every fucking thing i have done and everything about herself.  

I almost had that file inbetween my fingers to destroy that into ashes and dusts. one fucking call from Jimin and everything shattered.

Nevertheless I dont hate him for that. Without him I wouldn't have made into NIA. Though I can get NIA under my feet with one snap. But It could have revealed my identity to Jimin. I had to play as Jeon Jungkook, the son of the cop Jeon Junghwa who was murdered by his seventeen year old son, Jeon Jungkook, in the Juvenile prison. Because Jimin was one of my target to slip into the NIA.I had to send my men to stalk him and learn about things about him. Because i was entangled in stalking  my sunflower.  She comes the foremost than anyone and anything in this blue marble shit.

My men aggregated all the details about Jimin and his defensive wrathful murder over his uncle because he assaulted his sister. If his uncle was alive i would have ripped his head off by holding his face with my two hands. Well, precisely saying, I would have torn his face alike a paper sheets with my bare hands for touching Jimin's little sister. Good for him, he has to die in hands of Jimin with an axe stuck to his neck. Lucky Bastard or he could have wished for nothing but death if he fall into my hands for the torment. But the worst part is I know him and I concealed it from Jimin.

Jimin's parents deceased due to an unknown accident and left him and his little sister solitary with their uncle. He was Jimin's father's brother. Jimin's uncle was a  NIA officer who was a data custodian and the one who filed the first assassination of the Silver bloodline. The first silver bloodline I assasinated.

Jimin's inquisitiveness was always at the desk of his uncle. He then ascertained from his desk that,he was a connector to arms dealing with unknown gunman.

And Jimin did a terrible mistake in his life. Though it was not. He bestowed the complaint to another NIA employee which was turned out that the employee was with his uncle. In turn ,he spilt out that Jimin bestowed the complaint that his Uncle was connector to arms trafficking to unknown gunman. His uncle was wrathful and he warned Jimin several times not to repeat it but Jimin inquisitiveness didnt ceased. His uncle was wrathful and he did the most horrifying thing to stop Jimin.

Jimin was just seventeen years old when he found out his ten year old little sister was found dead with pelvic bones ruptures and legs hauled to either side with blood flowing down from her thighs. He didnt have a second thought but grasp an axe and shove it to his uncle's neck. The autopsy report revealed his uncle used some weird drugs on his little sister to knock her down as she was screaming loud when he sprinted behind her to assault. Jimin himself showed up to the cops holding his Uncle's head in his tiny innocent hands that soaked in impure blood.

Jimin was then subjected to assessment by Juvenile jurisdiction and was sentenced to Juvenile prison.

Though, that was the first time I saw Jimin at the Juvenile prison ,it felt we did share some unspoken brotherhood that was bouncing from the universe to us. It was heart wrenching to see him with his inclined head with swollen eyes as he lost his little sister because of a monster. If it all I could find him in hell again I would relish killing him again and again. But I couldn't. Because the unknown gunman he was trafficking the arms was me , the JI. Jimin's uncle never knew ,the silver bloodline assasination and the unknown gunman are the same person. That is me. However,I later found out the' Silver bloodline diminishing' file was first filed by Jimin 's uncle, after i stepped into NIA as the director. I chose to be the director so i could get access to the confidential section. But i got more entangled with my sunflower as ,Roy ,Paxson and Paxton was always clung behind her.

If it all Jimin found out I was the gunman to whom his uncle was trafficking the arms, he would never forgive me. Because one way or the other, in an indirect way my presence made his sister to die in brutal way possible. If I didnt do the arms trafficking with his Uncle, Jimin would have never found out about the arms trafficking done by his Uncle and he wouldn't have bestowed the complaint to one of NIA employee.  His Uncle wouldn't have took a imbecile and cruel vengeance on his little sister to shut his mouth.

I concealed that i am the gunman that his uncle did arms trafficking because i dont want to lose Jimin. He is my family too. If he find out the truth ,he would hate me and he would leave me. No. I cant.

I let Eleanor to have an eye on the prison officer on every juvenile criminals at the prison to locate my target to step into NIA. Any Juvenile whose bloodline had connections with NPA or NIA. None. But then Eleanor reported me about Jimin. Good, I met Eleanor at the BLISS Psychiatric hospital and mental asylum.

Jimin was passionate about being an agent at NIA as he had only one prinicple in his life, eradication of arm traffickings and drugs. He believes if his Uncle was a gentleman and not a pedophile his sister would have been survived. Yet his guilt was strangling his soul out as he always blabber, if at all he didnt speak about the arms trafficking that his uncle played being a connector, his sister would be alive .

After losing his little sister he had nothing to be contented about but forage for it to eradicate national crimes. He would rip me off and configure me into a sphagetti when he finds that I was the gunman who contacted his Uncle to be a connector. Though my contact was anonymous.And it fucking hurts to hide things from my best friend. 

" So, its about Jungkook. Thats why you are doing this?" Yaze tilted his head shooting the question for which he know what will be the declaration from me.

"I didnt like Jungkook residing in her head. " I slowly scooped him up in my hands and gently placed him on the bed. " Yaze, you have gained weight. Move your ass up to build muscles."

He chortled. " So it was because of Jungkook?" He rephrased the question.

" Come to the fucking point. " I sat beside him as he scooted gently. " I know you want to  know if i am doing this because of  Rey and Paxton."

He shook his head up and down.

"To answer this, yes. And most primary reason, i hate any man's image at her head. So I just scrapped it off.  "

" What about the session one?" He tried reaching his dressing table to grasp a cigarette." I mean we just used from session two for reference. Why is session one, is missing?i have been asking you for so long, Ian. You are not speaking about it. Why? " His face furrowed. " You even enjoined me to forage for the footage,but I never found that. Thank God, I didnt clash met with Jimin. It was fucking close , man. "He shook his head." I dont know how  you were so brave and asked me to dig for the footage at Paxson mansion, the same night Jimin was looking for the drug dealing documents of Paxson, while you were literally fucking your sunflower."

I switched my eyes into a glare such that his soul almost left the body.

" I mean, making love with her." His voice turned low.

" Nope. Was eating her with the most brutal possession while she was sleeping alike a toddler unaware there was demon in between her legs." I chortled gently. That was the day i got the first taste of my sunflower's virgin pussy at my taste buds of my tongue. Her moans in sleep were so fucking perfect I wanted to take her hard while she is asleep. But. No. i wanted our first time to be bizzare that she will never forgets that. The way she bled on my cock was still a treat to my eyes.

" It is at Paxson's mansion. Roy had them hid it somewhere inside the mansion, so that no one can find it out but him. He somehow had the intention to threaten Y/N to sleep with him using the footage of the session.  I have to destroy it before anyone finds that. " I sighed in dismay." I found that he had the intention of threatening Y/N with the video,  the day i stalked Y/N back to Paxson's mansion." The day we had our first kiss at the club.

Damn that kiss had my soul drowning into ocean. I would love to entangle my soul at her enticing lips for an eternity.i traced my middle finger tip at my lips. Missing her lips already. I am going to either make her lips wrap around mine or around my cock. i am empty without her lips.

" Motherfucker. Did Y/N knew about this? " Yaze  hauled out a cigarette and lead me one.

"No " i flipped the cigarette and caught in between my lips. " Bastard. While planting false memories he was ogling her and even tried to touch her with his fucking hands. Even ,the researcher suggested not to touch her he didnt take his hands off her...  " I clenched my teeth compressing the cigarette tip. " Glad i ripped his head off and served to my pets. Well not me actually.." I grasped the lighter from Yaze before he could lit up his cigarette ,I flickered the lighter to blaze my cigarette. " My Y/N flipped his head on Clark's chest and rolled her sole on his head . Fuck she commanded so perfectly my pets just relished his head. " I huffed the cigarette.

" Schmuck." Yaze muttered taking his lighter back to lit his cigarette.

" I cant let her see that footage ,Yaze. i am still hunting for the footage. " I blew out the smoke clenching my teeth together. The smoke fogged at my mouth. She would certainly feel the cigarette at my lips when i kiss her after the meet up with Yaze.

" Why? Man she must know why we are doing this. I mean atleast about the session one? And what Paxson planted to her head?" He released the smoke through his lips. " She could hate you, Ian."

" I dont give a fuck about that. " I huffed the cigarette roughly through my lips. " How am I supposed to let her know that there is a footage of the horrifying gene therapy where she is getting groped by that sick fuck!" I roared.

" Relax, Ian. " He paused." What if she finds the footage? I can go again to that mansion to get..."

" No ,You will get caught. Jimin will be probably sticking to that mansion to find more about Y/N and why optogenetics was done to her and that would lead him to connect the dots in knowing who is Y/N actually." i cut him off and dusted the ashes to the floor.

" I will be safe. I promise. I will just look for it and bring it back to you. " Yaze took a rough huff of the cigarette.

" What if Jimin catches you? " I gazed at the cigarette bud before taking another huff.

" Well, i am actually dying to meet him. To meet the person that my best friend has been yapping nonstop about. " He snorted. " Ever since , you stepped into that Juvenile prison as Jungkook,son of the cop Jeon Junghwa you were like plastered to him ."

" You will get the proper introduction to Jimin, after things settle down." I took a last drag of the cigarette and stood up.No. Not happening. If Jimin meets Yaze there is ninety nine percent that this motherfucker would definitely spill all about everything including the silver bloodline and Jimin will find out that I was the gunman. No. He can be mad at me but I cant lose him.

" We need to find out the other Jungkook and who is behind him. " I let out the smoke for few seconds.

" And how?" He took a gentle huff and pushed out the smoke ,resulting in fogging his face that lead to fade in a dramatic way.

" I will do it. You are staying here." I can't risk Yaze life for this. Marco needs him .I cant let down Marco. I dropped the cigarette bud and compressed my boot tip on it , over the floor. With friction between my boot tip and the cigarette ,it scraped and crushed off the blazing remnants at the tip.

" Are you scared that they might hurt me? " His gaze softened

" Oh please who cares about your ass." I false snickered concealing my concern about him being hurt. Again.

" You do." He huffed the cigarette with a long drag.

" Marco needs you, Yaze. Get your shit worked up and ..."

" Negative. Ian, Marcus needs you, man. He is fucking mad at you for not showing up for months." He taped his index finger at the cigarette to dust off the ashes. " You are so into the JI."

" Its for my Y/N." I clicked my tongue. " Now what Marco needs? Found his next target?" I chuckled .

" No, he wants you to find someone. He is being a desperate asshole,now.like he lost something , somewhere and he couldnt find it."He shrugged his shoulders.

" He is at times behaves like a lost kitten.and whom does he want to find?" My eyebrows furrowed.

"  someone he lost twenty five years ago. I dont know what is with him,Ian" He clicked his tongue against his teeth .

" None of my fucking business, If he lost someone twenty five years ago or for a century." I mocked. " Tell him,I am busy with my sunflower"

" You know what he would do if you dont show up.he would drag Y/N to his place just to make you...."

" I will end him in the most deadliest way possible even his single strand of hair wont  exist in this world. " I cut him off with wrath as he mentioned about taking my Y/N away from me. " If he touch my sunflower,Yaze I will destroy his entire organisation. You know how I fucking slit the throat of kingpin of assassination.." i gritted my teeth. Blood rushed to my jaw as it ticked.

Marco was my initial step in my assassination voyage, but if he ever try to hurt my sunflower i wont have second thought to end him.

" Alright , I will do that for him.i will take the assignment to find his someone.." He tossed the cigarette bud to the floor. " You can continue with your JI and shit."

I glared again.

" If Marco finds about JI, Ian you will be screwed. " He sunk to bed to curl up in his comfort zone.

" If he finds who i am he will be screwed " i chortled.

" Whats that supposed to mean?" He squinted his eyes.

" You will know when you have to know. " I hauled the paper bags that contained the sunflower and strawberries. " My sunflower will be waiting for me. Need to crush the left out sunflower and remove the sepals of strawberries."

" You are insane." He bit out.

" Insane for her " i winked.

" Alright crush that cigarette bud before you leave." He eyed me to the cigarette bud he tossed on the floor a few moments back. I glanced at it and him. I leaned down and picked the cigarette bud that was still blazing flung to his crotch , perfectly aiming at it. " Do it by yourself."

" Ian, you piece of ...fuck man." He wiggled and brushed off the cigarette bud down to floor.

I giggled and stepped out of his room. I rearranged my hoodie to my head and gave a firm nods to my men signalling them to guard Yaze.

I strolled to the elevator ensuring my face was camouflaged beneath the hoodie. As I reached the ground floor ,i marched towards my car and hopped in.

" To the cabin." I commanded to driver.

" But kingpin, we found the next target, our men are waiting for the command from you." He revved the engine and swirled the steering wheel.

" He can wait. Right now I miss my wife." I pulled out the sunflower and crushed it inside my palm. " Drive to the cabin. And instruct them to keep him locked , provide him food and water because i need him alive and active while I take his life out of his body with my bare hands. "

He gave me a nod and pulled out his phone and enjoined my men of JI simultaneously driving the car.

" Drive faster. My sunflower might be famished. Need to cook her food and feed her ."I crushed the last sunflower and pulled out the strawberry from the box while with my other hand I swiped my phone screen to check in the location pins of my men around the woods.

He geared up and intensified the pace.

Moments later, I reached the outer rim of the woods. I stepped out and waved him and my men  to leave. I strolled inside the woods propping up the handle curves of the paper bag to my fingers.

She must be awake looking for me. I cant wait to cuddle and kiss the hell out of her. My mouth feels empty without her skin and scent. I took longer strides than needed to reach the cabin in short period of time.

By few more steps ,I could see the crown roof of the cabin emerging out of the tree's top. The moment my eyes fell on it, I let out a smile and paced up my feet locomotion letting out small giggle fantasizing to scoop her up in my arms and kiss every inch of her.

My smile drained down the second my eyes glued to the broken window glasses . My heart thrashed to my chest and almost leaped to my hands. " No no no..Y/N. " I wheezed and dropped the paper bags contained sunflower and strawberries. It rolled out of the bag. "No.no no fuck baby..." Tears welled up at my eyes and I ran to the broken window.There was a duvet rolled and set at base of the wooden sil of the window.

What the fuck happened here? I clutched to the pistol at my waist just in case any fucker showed up. I leaped my head through the window to get the view inside the cabin. The dreasing table at the corner where I stuffed my mother's hair ties were scattered down. Did someone hurt my sunflower? If so he is going to face most brutal death from my hands than any man would have faced in this world.

"Y/N !!! " I screeched calling out her name. " Fuck . baby where are you?" Tears rolled down my eyes alike a cascade. I marched swiftly to the main door and pulled out the keys to unlock the door. I flung my feet to the door. It wide opened. " Y/N..Baby!! " I shouted. I walked swiftly to the room where I left  her to sleep with comfort. No. She was not there. " Fuck...' i cursed." Y/N! Sunflower are you here? " My voice wobbled as the fogs of dismay was plugged at my throat.

I walked to other room and hauled the handles of the closet that lead to the basement. Locked. She wont be at the basement. Though I locked it before i left but my heart wont listen until i check.

" Y/N. Baby where are you? " I bellowed. " Y/N!!!" My voiced echoed through the cabin walls and bounced back to my ears. I rushed outside the cabin and walked back and forth with much pace.' Y/N!!"i bellowed. " Baby please dont leave me. .dont dare to leave me." I whimpered by the thought of her absence.

Wait. Where is Si-ho and Soo? I left them here to guard the back and front of the  cabin. I clicked and smacked my tongue to call them back. I marched from the porch to the ground. I clicked my tongue again . I could barely hear the rustling of leaves. " Y/N!??" i bellowed. Again. I clicked my tongue again to call back my pets.

I waited for a moment.

The rustling of leaves became harder and rougher ,my eyes witnessed my two pets crawling towards me swiftly as if they have something to spit out. I rushed to them. I stopped my command of calling them. " Why are you here? Where is my wife? I told you to guard her!!! " i yelled as if they could understand my words. My wrath was wearing thin to explode. I gazed at their snout and inclined down to split open their mouth and check the teeth ,if there is any fresh blood stain of any fucker's lingering on it. Because,my pets wouldnt sit idle if they ever try to hurt my sunflower,I trained them to protect her by her scent. " No blood." I checked si-hoo's snout by parting their lips with my fingers and then did the same to  Soo's snout. " No one came here. Then where is she?" I moved away from them.

" Y/N!!!" I bellowed.

" Fuck ,baby did you leave me ?" I whispered to myself. " Where are you ? Please dont be hurt "i whimpered.

" Y/N.!!" I shouted calling out her name. " If you leave me , sunflower i swear to every holy and unholy things, i wont forgive you ,i will fucking put you in a fucking cage with chains."i gritted my teeth ,speaking to myself.

I marched and paced up here and there across the woods. " Did she stroll towards the lake? What if she fell and drowned? Fuck fuck no no no. " I rushed to the wooden dock of the lake. And screeched. " Y/N!!!' i wandered my eyes around. No sign of her. My heart bounced to my throat. What if she is drowned? Without any second thought , i hopped into the lake. I went below the surface level of the water. I held my breath and kicked my legs and swung my arms foraging for any sign of her under the water.

I swam across the lake and a few moments later I reached the wooden dock again with relief of sigh that she was not in there. I breathed hard and coughed out some water that splashed to my  nasal passage. " She is not here " i shook my head and immersed my knees to the wooden dock. " She is not here. " I whispered over and over. " She cant leave me like that. "I burried my face to my palm and commenced to cry alike a toddler who lost his favourite toy. " Y/N. " I sobbed relentlessly. "where did you go? Baby please..you cant do this to me . "

" Do what?" Her voice emerged from my back.

Instantly my head snapped to the resonance of her voice.

She was standing there with disheveled hair and tears parched at her cheeks. My eyes immediately scanned at her bleeding hand. I stood up and my feet darted towards her with longer strides. I threw myself on her,she almost stumbled back. " What the fuck baby? Where did you go huh?" I squeezed her sheathing in my arms. I gazed at her hands that was soaked in blood and took into my palm. The fleshes of her  knuckles were split open and appeared as if she hit her fisted wrist to something hard. Spontaneously my pets encircled us. " Are you hurt huh?" I incurvated my palms to her cheeks and planted urgent kisses at every inch of her face as I melt into a puddle by seeing her again.' i thought i fucking lost you " i kissed her lips over and over. She didnt kiss me back. Instead. She lingered.

Something was not right.

" Where were you huh? " I held her face firm and kissed her forehead " you scared the shit out of me. I thought...' i kissed her lips " i thought i..." I kissed her lips again in perplexity whether to kiss her or tell her that I almost died for her for few minutes as I couldn't find her. " I thought you left me. " I kissed her lips again and again but she didnt kissed me back. She just stared at me with lifeless glance. I embraced her again and grooved my face at the arc of her neck. She felt numb and cold.  " Fuck. Baby you are freezing. " I embraced her more as if I wanted to sew her skin to myself so that she would never be away from me.

May be I should talk about this to Yaze to sew her into my body. I am not forgiving Greek God for separation of the soulmates or me and my sunflower would have been together. Or should I sew her to my body . But how? Like. Will it work? But how will I have my intimacy with her? Which part of her body should I sew to myself?Her abdomen with mine? Her hands with mine? Her legs with mine? Her shoulder with mine? Her head with mine?Which one would work?

" He was just seventeen years old." Her whimpers interrupted my intrusive and  unwelcomed thoughts." How could you?"

My head stopped processing. " What?" I pulled back gently and instantly my eyes fell on the barrel of the pistol she set at my abdomen.

I let out a mild gasp and glanced at the barrel of the pistol and her eyes. They were glistening with unshed tears. I traced my fingers at my waistband and realised she slid out my pistol without making it obvious. Yes . Certainly because i was held up melting into a puddle as i was kissing her.

" Baby, " i took step back and she moved forward setting the barrel of the pistol at my abdomen." Put the goddamn gun down."

" He was just seventeen how could you send him to those monsters? How could you push him to that sick Asylum!!" She bellowed.

My heart crash landed to my chest. Did she find out? How did she end up at the basement? I fucking locked it." Sunflower." I called her gently. " Give me the gun. " I lead my palm to her.

" No!" She cocked the pistol. " Stay the fuck away from me, Ian! "

Blazing rage mounted over me as she called me Ian.

" And dont you fucking call me as sunflower. Only my Jungkook can call that. Jungkook who loved me ten years ago " Tears streamed down her cheeks and took a step forward to press the barrel of the gun at my chest. " One wrong move, Ian. I will fucking pull the trigger. " She pressed the barrel harder on my chest. Her trembles shuddered through the barrel of the gun and travelled to my chest. You fucking disgust me. Ian."

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