Ian/Jungkook

My heart splintered into several bits and pieces when the words that I was petrified of slipped out of pretty mouth of hers. Tears that was stagnant with distress and fear was motionless at my eyes. It coated my eyelids but i refused it to slid  down because if i slid it , I wont able to stop it.

" Baby, please ..just...." I swallowed hard and took a moment to breathe.

" Dont call me that. " Her jaw pebbled, it throbbed. " Dont you fucking dare." She nudged the barrel of the gun to my chest firmly as if she wanted to keep her hands stabble to conceal the wobbling movement of her hands. Tears rolled down from her eyes. " You killed my mom" she sniffled. Her nose turned crimson and her nostrils shoot up.

I placed my thumb at her tears  that was stumbling from her left eye. " Y/N". My heart was omitting the persistence of palpitations by seeing her tears.

She smacked away my hand with her other hand while still pressing the gun barrel at my chest. " He begged  you. Jungkook cried at your feet." Her chin wobbled as she took a moment to muffle her sobs." He cried not to make him hold the knife. He cried not to make him slit his dad's throat. Why did you do that?"

" Just fucking drop the gun." I blinked few times to sweep off my tears that was barely hanging at my eye lash at my lower eye lid.

"He begged you not to press your fucking boots on your mother's throat ,but you relished and laughed like a maniac while she was dying beneath your boots. What kind of monster are you?"

My chest constricted. Consternation whirled across my body, I almost shrunk as my memory lane skipped back to the night I drenched myself into the vengeance blood.

"Hyung. Dont leave me here "

Jungkook's wobbling innocent voice pierced my head. Needles of wrath spiked over me as I recollected the things he did to keep me away from my sunflower. Yet a wedge of me inclined to the fact that he was my brother and I let him endure terribly at the asylum.

" Sunflower, I told you not to fucking go to the basement, didnt I?" I stepped forward pressing my chest to the gun's barrel.

" Dont you fucking call me that. Its disgusting. "Her hands trembled. Her lips shivered as they were coated with her tears that mislead to her lips from her eyes. " You know whats more disgusting,Ian?"

" Stop fucking calling me like that!" I growled. The name ' ian' was strangling me with the guilt that was stagnant at my heart for years. And hearing the name' Ian' from her lips but not ' Jungkook' was murdering my soul inside.

" Why? Isn't that your name?" She chortled with a mock.

" Y/N .stop it. Drop the gun. I dont wanna hurt you. Dont make me to." I shot up a glare.

" You know whats more disgusting? "She insisted the question again as if she want to spill out its answer mandatorily.

I grinded my teeth " what?"

" I feel disgusting of my own body. The way you touched me every fucking time pretending you are Jungkook, the way I spread my legs for you thinking you are my man. My Jungkook. I loath myself. I detest myself now! " She swiped the back of her wrist to mop off the tears that was falling down from her eyes.

" Y/N. Dont. ." My voice shuddered. Her words punctured me like scythe. " Dont talk like that.I am your man. I am your Jungkook." I incurvated my palm at her face despite the fact that the gun was nudged to my chest. " It hurts. It hurts so much..please." I whimpered.

" Take your fucking hands off me. I really want to flay my skin off right now since it has memory of your every single fucking touch " Her words were firm and hard without single trace of shudder.

" Baby please. I am begging you..." I beseeched with wobbling tears.

" I said fucking take your hands off! " She shook her head to wither off my palm that was enclosing her cheeks. " Its fucking disgusting! Take your hands off!" She bellowed.

I let my hands to slip off her pretty face. " Touch me again, I will scrape off my skin right in front of your eyes with a fucking knife and slit my throat just like you made my Jungkook to slit your Father's throat!"

The next snap moment i clutched her throat ,curving my fingers around her slender neck." What the fuck did you say?"

" You know what I am going to do now. ? " She didnt flinch. " I am going to leave you here all alone and i am going to run to my Jungkook." She forced a smile at her face with tears brimmed eyes.

I plunged her to the nearby bark of the tree and forcefully slammed her against it by interupting my palm at the back of her head before it could thrash to the bark of the tree so she wont get hurt. " You are not leaving me! You are not going to that sucker!" I nudged my thumb gently at her throat by locating the pulse point. " Dare to call him yours ,Y/N, I swear to hell and heaven, I would sew your body to mine. " I set my face inches from her's." I will fucking do it and trust me sunflower you wont like the process. !" She trembled. I love that.

My pets swirled around me locking at my ankles. One of them curled around my left ankle and the other at my right ankle and gently placed their snouts at my each ankle , ready to crash their teeth, assuming that I would hurt her." Fucking relax! both of you, I am not gonna hurt her " i ensured them as their assumption was at the edge to bite me off. " I told you to guard her from other suckers ,not me! Damn it!move!" They didnt locomote an inch.

." Fuck it!" I cursed. And gazed at her again. Her eyes softed for a moment when she witnessed my pets being protective to her.

" Really ,Ian?" A smirk played at her lips before she removed the barrel of the gun and set it to her temple."How about sewing my corpse to yourself?"

I slackened my hold at her throat and took a step back." Baby please dont." I shuddered. Spontaneously my pets uncurled from my feet. My hands and legs shivered. " Dont do anything stupid. I can't .."

She set her index finger curving around the trigger. " Let me go to my Jungkook. " She swallowed hard. " Or i will pull the trigger and you can watch how your gun can blow my brains out "

" Dont you fucking dare ,Y/N. I will fucking chase you anywhere you go" I took a step back. " If its hell or heaven."

" Then let me go.." she whimpered. " Right now "

I shook my head. " No. I cant do that. I fucking cant!" I screamed.

" You think, i wont fucking do it. Watch me " she set the barrel of the gun to her left arm.

" No!!" Before she could pull the trigger , i clutched her wrist holding the magazine of the gun and twisted it enough to hurt her. A crack sound urged out of her wrists. Probably cracking the wrist bone of hers. She screeched. I took the chance to haul out the gun from her palm and it dropped down to ground. Spontaneously my pets curled up at my ankle to attack me as I fucking did hurt her. I did hurt my sunflower and it fucking murdering me inside.

" Fuck!!" She screeched and immersed her knees to the ground holding her broken wrist with her other hand.

I inclined down and curled my fingers at the magazine of the gun to pick it up from the ground. And dragged the direction of the gun barrel at my pets. " Stay the fuck back. I did it to fucking save her." They didnt locomote an inch. They lingered depicting a perplexity to attack me or to move away. " Fuck " i cursed and pulled the trigger shooting the bullet at a sniffling distance of both of them. The gun shot popped out loud they dispersed from my ankle. My heart wrenched as they moved away from me in fright of the bullet sound. However they are not petrified of the bullet sound but gets attracted to it since that triggers their hunting spirit. Since they are adaptive to my scent and attitude they curled up behind. I snapped my fingers to command them to step back.They obeyed.  Yet they stayed predative, to engulf me if I hurt my sunflower again.

" fuck. I am sorry..I..I..." I trailed off looking at them and gazed at Y/N. She was writhing in pain as I cracked her wrist bone. I knelt down to the ground."you are not leaving me , do you understand?" I clutched her teeny weeny jaw in between my fingers and pressed her head gently at the bark of the tree. My pets took a crawl towards me.I plunged the gun behind my back at my waist band. I dropped my hands and curled my inner side of my elbow at the back of her knees of her two legs and curved my other inner side of my elbow at the back of her head. " Careful sunflower.' i whispered and scooped her up.

I felt the tense diminished among Si-hoo and Soo as i protectively took her in my arms. She wiggled " let go of me!"

" Shut the fuck up or you will get hurt more." I snapped at her as i walked towards the cabin.

" You sick fuck! Put me down!' she flung her legs in the air. " No. You will bleed again. You are on your periods. "I held her tight.

I strolled into the cabin and stepped inside the room.The next snap moment i withdrew my arms from her nape and back off her knees ,she plummeted down to the bed on her ass.

She yelped and wailed.

" The fuck.you sick Psycho! Let me go!' she rolled down from bed to sprint and abscond." The fuck you will, baby." I curled my hands at her chest and pushed her back to bed and drifted above her . " Let me go! Dont fucking touch me.!" She screeched. I collected her one wrist in my one hand and her broken wrist ,gently, with my other hand. " I dont wanna hurt you again sunflower, dont make me to shoot on your pretty legs so you could never escape from me!"

She gasped " i will fucking do it.I will do it to keep you with me. " I pressed my body over her's to staple her down to bed.She spun her head to a side. It tore my heart seeing her in disgust of being touched by me.

" Look at me." I commanded. She didnt surrender to my command. It paced up my wrath." I said Look at me!" I shouted.

" I just want to die now! Being in your arms makes me feel sick! I wish i could just grab something sharp and stuck to my neck" She retorted fixing her head to the side not wanting to see my face. My heart bounced to my throat. I swallowed hard. Her words cut my soul, deep. It ploughed and clawed.

"Look at me, or I will break your other wrist." I dissimulated my pain.

" Why dont you just kill me?" She glared.

I pressured my hand at her broken wrist. She screamed. My heart shattered.

" Sh sh..." I hushed placing my lips gently at her ears. " I wont let you go ,sunflower. Not when you have found out everything about me.But guess what?" I paused dramatically." There are more for you to know. " I chuckled at her ears . The teeny weeny hairs at her ear lobes stood erect. And that let me know, deep inisde her soul, i am imprinted within her. Even if she denies me , her soul and body knows whom she belong to.

She lingered. I felt her gaze shifted to the ceiling of the cabin as she tilted her head back to position." I dont give a fuck about that. Jungkook will come for me. He will come for his sunf..."I gulped down her words as i crashed my mouth to hers. She writhed.I luxuriated inside her mouth with mine.

" If he comes here to take you away from me, I will just end him with my bare hands right in front of your eyes in most gruesome way possible before you could recall his fucking face." I spoke against her swollen lips and traced my lips piercing at her lips and let out a sinister smirk. The next moment she aggregated her mouth fluid and splattered to my face. It thrashed to my nose and cheek." And i hate your fucking face. " She spat again. This time her mouth fluid landed on my mouth. I licked it up.

I twisted her other wrist with my other hand " what was that sunflower? Huh? "

" No no no... please please." She cried out. I hate myself now for hurting her. My heart weighed down and I cant slip her out of my arms. She is mine. I won't let anyone to have her.

" Are you going to behave? " I asked with a firm voice to conceal my trembling words.

She whimpered.

I twisted her wrist again. Enough to hurt her. " I asked you a fucking question,Y/N. Answer me." I pushed her broken wrist with my other hand into the mattress." Are you going to behave like an obedient wife ? "

She nodded. Fresh and warm tears strolled down from her eyes. I incurvated my hands to her cheeks ,instantly after removing from her wrists." Good." I planted a gentle peck at her forehead.

She sobbed. My soul collapsed inside. " Stay here." I warned and got up from her soft body. I inclined down and sat in a squat at the floor. I pulled out a  wooden box and scrambled out to pull out an elongated thick and heavy iron chain that had rusts in certain spots.It had about twenty five millimetre in diameter. More than enough to keep her chained .I uncurled it out of the box. It jiggled. The sound of the chain roared across the room. I always kept them concealed in the wooden box, because i know she will going to behave like a little brat one day and this might help me. I was aware.

" No no.." she shook her head and tried to move but failed as the pain of her broken wrist became severe as she moved. " Dont do it please " she sobbed.

I stood up and crawled to her holding the chain in my one hand. " Fucking asshole no! Dont!" She flung her feet to my chest . I didnt even budge a second. It felt like butterfly was tingling my skin at my chest. " Thank you for the access , baby." I flared my teeth to conceal my pain and coiled the chain at her ankles holding them with my other hand. I tangled them up making sure that the rusted parts aren't scrapping her gentle and ravishing skin. She joggled her feet which was ineffectual.

I hauled the chain gently and connected it to her wrists and then took the rest to the tomb of the bed's headboard. " There perfectly chained to me now and forever."

" NO!NO!.LET ME GO YOU SICK FUCK!" She screeched.

" Stop screaming baby. Thats worthless. No one will hear you. " I crawled back from her. " It will only lead to drain out your energy and you will fall sick. " I inclined down and ruffled through the wooden box to forage for the duct tape. I couldn't find one. I walked to the dressing table and pulled out the drawers. Nothing.

I glanced at my hoodie and then i pulled out the scissors from the drawers. I rolled up my hoodie above my head and took it off. I gazed at her and she looked away as I stood in bare chest. " Come on sunflower . It's not like you dont know every inch of my body."I poked the sharp edges of the scissors and made them into slits of strips.

I marched to her again. " Stay the fuck back. " She warned. i ignored. I crawled to her again and clutched her jaw to stuff the strip of my hoodie to her mouth. " There. Keep sucking and taste me in that piece of hoodie." I kissed her cheeks. She shook her head vigourously as if my kiss was poisoned. " Something have come up, i have to go. Be a good little wife and stay here. Am I understood?"

She let out muffled screams through the stuffed piece of my cloth. " Dare to leave me, Y/N, I will put bullets in your pretty thighs. " I brought my hands to her two thighs and slid up her trousers to her pelvic bone to disclose her glistening thighs. She squirmed.I inclined down and planted a kiss at her left thigh." One bullet in here. " I switched my mouth to her other thigh " and another bullet in here." I trailed down my lips to her inner thigh and bit the flesh. She screamed. Her scream shuddered through her body. I let go of the soft flesh of her thigh with an ensurement that my teeth was imprinted there.

" Now lets take care of that little hand of yours, shall we? " I gently hauled the sheets below her and tore them with my bare hands. I sliped down from the bed and walked out of the room towards the drawer she flipped when she tried to abscond out of the cabin. I kicked it to break and leave splinters on it. I kicked it over and over until i got small pieces of wood. I sat in squat and picked the suitable strips of wood to paddle her broken wrist.

I aggregated them into my palm and walked back to her. I again crawled towards her on bed and knelt. I took the pieces of the sheets and clutched the strip of the wooden pieces in my hand. " This will hurt, baby. Stay still and bite down the cloth.alright?" I enjoined her. She ignored me.

I gently took her broken wrist into my palm and set the wooden piece that was delicate enough to her soft skin at the side of her wrist to keep it as paddle splints. I placed them on either side. She screeched in pain." Almost there baby. Its going to be over soon." I kissed her forehead gently. She bellowed something through the stuffed cloth at her mouth which was muffled.

I wrapped the cloth around the paddle  glints like wooden piece and tied it up secure. " Hang in there, sunflower. I will be back. This will help for sometime. " I kissed her forehead again." Something came up. I have to go. " I moved away from her and walked out of the room.

She wailed and it sounded like not to leave her there alone in pain. But I have to go to drain down my wrath on something or may be on someone. I marched towards the window she ruptured to jump out, and hauled out the duvet she placed at sil of the window.i spread the broken glass pieces just below the window and scattered them well. So that anyone who tries step into my cabin through window, their feet will be welcomed by the shattered glass pieces.

I opened the main door and walked further into the woods to grasp the sunflowers and strawberries i dropped in astonishment when I realised the cabin's window was broken and my sunflower stepped out. I picked the scattered sunflowers whose petals was coated with mud and coarse particles. I sat down on the ground comfortably and took each and every sunflower to blow out the mud and coarse particles. I dusted them off with my finger tips and carefully placed inside the paper bags. I did the same with strawberries but additionally i wiped them off in my pants since I pulled out the green sepals of the strawberry some coarser particles were stuck to its rear ends. My Y/N wouldnt like it if it clung to strawberry.

I aggregated all of it into the paper bag and walked back to the cabin. i stepped inside the room and placed it beside her. " Dont try to run away from me." I grabbed a onyx shaded T shirt from the closet and hooked the neckline to my head. i hauled it down and looped my arms into hands of the t shirt, fixing my gaze at her. Her tears soaked the pillow beneath her.

" Its ok sunflower. I will be back soon. I will bring someone to fix your wrist. " I tucked down the hem of my Tshirt around my waist. She didnt retort. It was hurtful. Without waiting a second, I moved out of the room and stepped outside the cabin to lock it.

I locked the cabin swiftly and walked through the woods with longer strides than needed.I slid out my phone and clutched to my palm. As I walked further and further, I dialled to JI 54. Within one ring he picked it up." Bring him to the barn. " I ordered. " Yes kingpin." He retorted and disconnected the call.

By few minutes i reached the outer rim of the woods and my eyes fell on my black rolls Royce. I snapped my fingers to my five men and signaled them to guard the rim of the woods.I gently opened the door and scrolled inside. The driver revved the engine.

I rest my head to the leather seat. Tears rolled down my eyes with wrath as she found out what I did at that horrifying night. More tears streamed down as i recalled her cries and whines when I broke her wrist. It might have almost killed her. I glanced at my hands. I switched my eyes to my right hand. I curled my fingers into fist and smashed to the car window to punish my fingers for hurting her. " Motherfucker! Why did you do that? It did hurt her terrible." I rebuked myself and smashed the car's window over and over untill it left crack on it and the flesh of my knuckles split open. " Is everything ok ,Kingpin?' the driver interupted. " Fucking drive!' i yelled and resumed thrashing my fisted hand to the window.

" Fuck ! Fuck! " I bellowed loud it shuddered the windows of the car." I am sorry. I am sorry." I sobbed immersing my face to my palms. " I am sorry baby. Sorry for hurting you. I didnt have a fucking choice." My nasal mucus spilled from my nose ,as I sobbed relentlessly for hours.

The fear of losing her forever was consuming me slowly. Before it could swallow and gulp me down, I have to end things.

" Kingpin, we are here." The driver informed. I hauled out the tissue from its box and blotted my tears and nasal mucus into it.

I stepped out of the car concealing my pain. JI 54 came towards me marching with a rush. I walked with him into the green woods untill we reached the mansion.

" Did you feed him?" I asked slipping my hands into pocket of my pants and walked to the barn.

" Yes , kingpin." He retorted.

" Did you fake his death? " I shot up the next question.

" Yes." He nodded.

" Did you place another corpse?" Another question.

" Yes ,kingpin."

" Did you make the corpse face unrecognisable ?" Another question.I paced up my walk and he sprinted his feet to match my speed.

" Yes "

" Did the height and weight of the corpse matched with our target? "

He nodded.

" If not, i will be placing your corpse to frame my next target into assassination and kidnap him." I warned him.

" Did you frame it into assassination?' i threw another question.

" Yes , kingpin."

" Snipper shot ?"

He nodded.

" Angle of depression of the shot? " I glanced at him. Because one single mistake in Angle of depression he would see hell.

" Thirty to sixty degree." He replied.

I shot up a glare.

" I swear, kingpin not more than that "

" One wrong  degree of angle , I will end you." I gritted my teeth and turned my furiously eyes to him.

" No women or children were hurt." He gulped down to compress his fear.

" Good." I nodded. I stormed inside the barn.

The next target of the silver bloodline was whining in pain , drenched in blood. His hands were tied behind his back to the wooden chair and his legs were tied to the foot of the chair.

"You are the one." He panted. " You are the monster wiping out our bloodline " He shook his head as I walked towards him with a Sinister smile. ." Who are you? Why are you doing this to our family? "

I hauled out the chair and spun it. I seated on it and inclined towards his face." I will end everyone of your bloodline until I find him."

" Find who?" He restrained against the rope.

" Quick question. And everything will be over soon " I lead my palm to JI 54. He placed the butcher knife to my palm.

" What ? " He trembled. " What do you want?'

" Caroling Bryce. Do you know her?" I ran my finger tip to the sharp edge of the knife.

" No." he shook his head. I sliced the knife accross his chest. He screeched.

" Lets try that again. Shall we?"

He nodded and panted.

" Caroline Bryce. Do you recognise her.? Atleast the name? " My patience was dangling in a single thread.

" She was fifteen when she was pushed into the mental asylum and was pregnant.' i bellowed." Now do you recall the name?"

" I swear, i dont know her name. I dont know who the fuck is she." He yelled.

" Language!" I sliced again across his chest. " Language when you talk about her."

He wailed. " I swear to God I don't know. "

I snapped my fingers and JI 54 shoved the photo of Caroline to his face. "Look at it and think , do you know her? " I growled.

He shook his head as 'no.'

I glanced at JI 54 and he took the butcher knife from my hand. " Torture him untill he speaks the truth. If he didnt end him and locate the next 'Silver bloodline."

" Yes, kingpin.' He bowed his head to me. He then, lead me his phone to my hand" Ms. Eleanor wants to speak to you."

" Yeah?" I set the phone to my ears.

" Found him?" She asked.

" No." I let out annoying sigh. " I will find him. Untill he shows up, every single bloodline of Silver will be burried deep down."

"Son, just drop it. You cant change anything happened. What if that man is not alive?  " Eleanor spoke with a panic.

" Then his enitre bloodline will be wiped off. "I gripped the phone tighter.

" I know Caroline went through a lot in that asylum. Why do you want to find him? " Her voice teetered.

" my Y/N endured a lot because of him.I want to kill him in most brutal way possible." I yelled. " If he didnt push caroline to asylum,She would have never been tormented by Rey and Paxton..."

I know i am taking and ending several lives, they might be innocent. So was my sunflower. She was innocent too,she didnt deserve to end up in the hell like that.  She was supposed to be in my hell. Only mine.

" If he didnt push Caroline to asylum,you would have never met Y/N. You would have never fell in love with her. She wouldn't have healed you like you are healing her now."  Her breath shuddered through phone.

" Ellee, even if he didnt send Caroline to asylum I would have still met my Y/N one way or the other. Universe will bring us together no matter what. . " I stated.

" No, if you have never met Y/N you wouldn't have turned into a murderer, wiping out an entire bloodline!" She roared. Her voice pierced my ears.

" Ellee,I am doing this for your sister too. " I retorted ans stepped out of the barn.

" Right.But I cant see my Y/N in pain when she finds out you are a murderer. " Her voice shifted to gentleness.

I paused for a moment." Elee, she found out about the other Jungkook and my twin brother."

" What?" She let out a gentle gasp.

" It was Jimin . " I sighed." Ellee, the other Jungkook, I dont know how he.." i trailed off.

" What do you mean? The other Jungkook?" She panted gently.

"Something not right,he sent men to take my Y/N."

" He is dead, Jungkook. How can he send men to your place.He died in your arms, remember ?"

" Yes " i whimpered as tears rolled down my eyes and dropped the phone down to floor.

Hyung, please i dont want to die here. Dont leave me.

Tell them I didnt kill our parents. Tell them not to hit me. Tell them !

I recalled his blood soaked hand clung to the hem of my shirt.

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