Y/N

PRESENT

The pain lingered. The hurt lingered. The pain at my ruptured wrist was dangling all over my arm. I wrestled my body gently, it provoked my pain more.

All my eyes could capture was a wooden splintered ceiling with blurred vision as tears was forming relentlessly at my eyes.Only my little sobs was resonated across the room. I halted immovable as i was chained to bed.

I should have shot at his skull in spite of aiming the gun to my temple. But I couldn't since my body trembled when I witnessed his fear and fright of losing me in his eyes. My heart was pounding the entire time I was holding the gun at his abdomen.

I watched him for hours staying camouflaged behind the trees when he was looking for me alike a madman. It tore my heart apart when i witnessed him wandering around by pulling off his hair strings with his fingers the moment he realised i was not inside the cabin. Tears did well up in my eyes when he dashed through the woods calling out for me. Yet , the terrible thing he did to other Jungkook was clung to my heart. I couldn't run to him, to pull him into my arms and kiss every inch of his face to say' i was right here, baby.'

I watched and lingered there when he jumped into the lake in dismay that he might have lost me forever. I received a complete display of how this man would turn into a mad person when I am not around him.It did rip me apart to watch him in consternation. But, yet I didnt move my ass to exhibit in front of him.

Sooner. I am leaving this place and him.Which is going to be arduous for me, as my heart was entangled only with this man. Yet my mind slips to leave.

His every kiss on every inch of my face was provoking me to be a sloth in his arms. Everytime he kissed on my lips , when he threw himself over me after being drenched in the lake , my hands ached to wrap it around him and pull him close.Yet the other Jungkook 's face drenched in tears while he was beseeching to his madman, slashed through my head.

I couldnt pull the trigger to his skull, while my eyes were exactly capturing his face, the face I loved and held inside my palms to kiss every inch of it. It sliced my heart deep when i found out he was not my Jungkook but Ian and sent the other Jungkook to asylum to endure and shatter just to claim me as his possession.

Innumerable. Innumerable fucking things are clogged to my head right now.

Why did he frame Jungkook to his parent's murder? and how did he made to Juvenile while Jungkook was framed in the crime scene? how did he meet Jimin? was meeting Jimin , was a procedure in his scheme too? why did he step into NIA? To get Paxton, Paxson and Roy?To save me from them? Well , he could have done that by just abducting me from that abhorrent mansion. I would have gladly hopped into his abduction scheme. Why would he become a spy in NIA and captured them? Why would Jungkook take Paxton with him from Ian ?

The perceptions and assumptions were puncturing my head alike sharp needles. Moreover. The pain at my wrist was swaying through my entire arm. Motherfucker. He ruptured my wrist bone to cease my action of pulling the trigger as if I wanted to pull the trigger. I just want to dash to Jungkook embrace him to upholster all his pain and hurt he went through for ten years being in dismay about his parents being murdered right in front of his eyes. I feel I wanted to comfort him but I couldn't march and race my heart to fall for him , love him or take him as the love of my life. Its because this sucker is fucking stuck to my fucked up mind and heart and sucking my soul out alike a leech.

No. I cant stay here. He would do anything to have me for himself. He would even dare to kill me and kill himself so he could haunt my soul in hell with the result that no one can have me.

I shifted my eyes to either side of the room. There was no indication of his presence beside me. Like he said, he went for something that came up in right time to serve me as right timing to bolt for freedom from him.

I ascended my eyes above my head to take a glimpse of the chain tangled to my wrists. I gently made a motion of my wrist. The pain at my ruptured wrist almost peeled out my soul out of my body. I let out a loud screech. I wailed curling up my legs. I couldn't twist to any side, as the wrists were chained facing my palm upwards. Moving them is certainly a herculean task , if I shift an inch my wrist would dangle alike a ragged doll's hand.

I earned for few volume of air to my lungs as sweat slings were swinging at my head to toe.

Alright, no much time left . Need to sketch out a scheme to put through his way. Need to align the scheme and implement that he must be pulled into a certitude that I wont leave him and i will stay with all his fucked up shits.

scheme 1 : make him believe that I believe him.

scheme 2: make  him believe my fabrication words into a trustworthy  words.

scheme 3: make him to unbolt me from this coiled up and rusted chain. For this scheme to become surface up , I might need to allow the access of his mouth , his hands and certainly his dick inside my body and under my skin. By the reason that he doesn't keep his mouth to himself but on every inch of my skin.

scheme 4: Bolt for my freedom from him after clamping his ass to this cabin , notwithstanding of hurting him. I will hurt him if I have to unlock my steps for stepping out of this cabin.

Its going to be fucking arduous. I cant. Fuck me.

A mild hurt lingered on my heart. Though my mind was spacing out in scheming , my heart was slicing into sheets about the fact that I should fucking hurt him.

" Are you mad at me? Huh?"

Speaking of the devil. His voice shoved to my ears  coupled with munching sound of a meat, from distant.  He must be feeding our__no. Stirke that. His pets.

" I would never hurt her. She is my everything. Everything I got in this world " another crunching sound of the meat and perhaps bones.

" Whose dead body is he feeding now?" I scoffed gently.

" And i am not mad at you guys either. You were protective to her. " Shifting sound of plastic bags resonated from distant. Certainly,he is feeding someone's body parts. " Did you see how she pointed the gun to her head."

My ears pitched up to sharpen and hear his words. " I almost lost my shit. I would have killed myself if anything terrible happened to her."

A wave of dismay coiled around me by his words. I shook it off from my head within seconds.

" Alright, I need to do something. And its going to hurt her. She would scream , but dont worry I am just trying to fix her wrist since I broke it. "Another sound of shifting of plastic bags came in.

" Really? Is he talking to them as if they can understand." I muttered in utter frustration.

A few moments later, his treacherous footsteps approached me. My eyes rolled down to entrance of the room until his face appeared.

The twitch moment his face appeared at the doorstep ,I shifted my head to the other side not wanting to capture his face into my eyes. I detest it now.

" Did I made you to wait so long, baby?" His voice waved in a delicate pitch.

" Why would I wait for you?" I snapped at him.

My glare shifted at him while his eyes were already on me roaming and scrolling down all over my body concurrently by licking his lips.

" Pervert." I murmured.

" Your only pervert, sunflower." He marched towards me and sat beside me. I tilted my head to other side not wanting to fix my eyes on his face because that fucking face would bounce me back to clasp it in between my hands.

" Alright, baby." He sighed. " hows your wrist?" He marched towards me and placed down his bag to the floor beside the bed.

" None of your fucking business " i pebbled my jaw and remained immovable.

" It is. Because I was the one who broke it , remember?" He seated beside me , the bed grooved down by his weight. I shifted gently to scoot from him. To scoot from his muscular thighs caressing my thighs.

" Yes because you are a monster who only cares about his own fucking possession!" I snarled.

" Baby, it was for us." He chortled and Inclined his back on the bed , lying beside me.

I shifted gently again, though it was of futile as I was chained to bed. I shifted my eyes away from him.

" Did you enjoy, watching your mother being slaughtered by me?" He teased his finger tip at my jaw line. I whimpered. " Did you? " He brought his nose to my hairline and sniffled. " I fucking love that smell of yours, sunflower. Your sweat . They are always sweet."

I flinched my head away from him.

"Now, what should I do to that little ass of yours because it barged into the basement, the place where I  precisely told you not to shove in." His arm found my waist and gripped it gently to pull me closer to him as if he want to groove me down into his skin.

I was at the edge of being transformed into a puddle into his arms concomitantly, I wriggled my body against his touch. " Just let me go. I swear ..i wont .."

" Alright baby lets think about your little reward, later. " He cut me off " I am going to fix your wrist. " He softy ruffled with my hair and inclined to my ears. " If you are planning to leave me , sunflower. I will break your other wrist and may be legs too, so ,you wont be able to run from me ."

I swallowed hard.

" And I wont bring anyone to help you . You will have only me to help you." He gently scrapped his teeth on my ear's shell that provoked the hairs glued to my body due to sweat, to stand erect. " For every regimes you have to call me for help and guess what, You will still be able to push our babies out."

" I am not fucking going to have babies with you filthy asshole!" I gritted my teeth.

"Oh you will baby, when I kill everyone in this world, you will have only me to hate and love and reproduce our progenies. I will fucking kill everyone, every fucking one to have you for myself. No one can come between us then. " he inclined back and poked his tongue into his inner cheek leading to an annoying smirk at his face.

I pebbled my jaw . My wrath rose up in highest peak such that my nerves would explode any fucking minute.

I rolled my eyes away from him very precisely, though his words made chills run down my to knees.

" Do you need a spank,baby?" He traced his finger tip to my jawline. " Because next time if you roll my eyes i wont warn before I ...," he inclined to my ears again." I will bang that ass of yours." He whispered

I almost shrunk into a submissive kitten by his words. "For fuck sake, will you stop looking at me. It fucking disgusts me." I snapped at him alternating my words completely not compatible for his words, owing to the fact that , Jungkook 's mewls and cries rang to my ears.

Instantly, Ian 's smile faded without any trace lingering on his lips. " Fine. Lets fix your wrist shall we?"

" No dont touch " i wiggled since i know its going to fucking strangle out my soul.

" Its ok sunflower, it will be over soon." Ian gently stroke his thumb at my other wrist. However, distasteful needles crawled over me again when I recalled the same words he said in the video when I was fifteen.

He sat up and oscillated in 180° degree to face me. He inclined and gently untangled the chain from my wrist. i screeched. " Sh sh.its ok baby. I am here." He let out his upholstering words. I lingered. He softly took my ruptured wrist into his palm without bringing my hand forward to my face and still above my head.

" Ok sunflower, listen to me. The ulna is broken. A little." His eyes met mine. Fuck me. I dont want to gaze his eyes , its after effects gives teeter to my knees.

I licked my lips and took a gulp down of my own mouth fluid to speak " a little? asshole you fucking broke them apart it fucking hurts like hell! And what now? Are you a doctor? To fix my broken wrist." I yelled." Or are you pretending to care for me? No you sick fuck, its not fucking working. I just want your face out of my eyes!"

"I know where and which bone I twisted and twitched at your wrist. " He retorted completely ignoring my words that I let out just to cut his heart deep.It did cut him but he concealed within his words and course of action.Yet. His face did show a sign of hurt.

Good.

Wait. What am I doing? I should go accordingly to my scheme I drafted in my head, moments back .

" I fucking know, because I have broken innumerable bones , baby. I know to locate them and break it. " I snap shut my lips by his words.

" Now, let me just ...." He sighed." Fucking listen, the ulna at the wrist is broken and.."

"Ul..what? English please!"I rebuked loud. He almost flinched.

" The connecting bone is broken mildly" he hesitated.Mildly? The fuck. Asshole did twisted my fucking wrist.  " I might need to immobilize it and then realign them again. And its going to...." He paused for a moment.

" Going to what?" I barked.

" Hurt. A lot. I want you to bite on something until I immobilize it and realign them " he clasped my broken wrist gently.

" How about your hand? I will bite down on your hand till you fucking bleed so that I can relish it. " I chuckled weakly yet dipped in a mock. " Motherfucking...."

" You can baby. Bite down on the side of my palm ,my knuckles, my fingers.."

" Oh please i dont want to . I would rather bite on a rotten wood than your hand. It fucking disgusts me. You disgust me " i cut him off like he did by his words for a second back.

Hurt sliced through him. It bounced to his face. My heart gravitated to a side witnessing it.

Fucking focus Y/N. Stick to the fucking plan. Shit.

He bristled it off " let me just.. well..umm..." He stuttered. His voice wobbled. He cleared his throat before snapping out his constructed words.

" Did that hurt?" I smirked.

" Huh?" His lips part opened. My eyes fell onto that trench.

" Did my words hurt you, Ian?Jeon fucking Ian!" I brought my eyes back to his.

" Will you keep that pretty mouth of yours in a shut down system for few minutes baby, dont make to shove down my dick inside your mouth and pound until your tongue reconstruct the name Jungkook?" He roared gently shifting my broken wrist. Voluntarily.

I fizzled and flinched.

" Stay fucking still." He commanded . " I am trying to do something that is gonna hurt you. And i dont wanna fucking watch it! For fuck sake!"

I stayed immovable for the procedure he is going to resume. " Alright. Its gonna hurt. Just stay with me ok." He curled the fingers of his other hand at my wrist and gently stroke it. Probably to locate my ruptured bone.

" On count of three , sunflower. Alright look at me." He was all set to twist and realign my wrist. My heart pounded to my head , I could make counts of my each palpitations.

I gazed away from him. I gritted my teeth , constructing myself to endure the pain. " Fucking look at me! " He growled. My eyes switched to his instantly alike his pet who recieved the command from his master. " On count of three . Ok.? "

I nodded vigorously and gulp down.

" Its ok , sunflower. I am here right here. Alright.one.. "

I shuddered.

" Two."

I trembled.

" Three " he twisted my ruptured wrist and a cracking sound pierced my ears. i screeched and was about to grind my teeth,but, in split second my upper teeth and lower teeth crash landed on something fleshy. His Palm. The side of his palm invaded between my teeth and i compressed my teeth on it letting out a loud scream.

" Bite it down , baby. Its ok." His eyes had unshed tears. Was it because of my pain or the pain I am offering him now, since his hand is literally getting crushed in between my teeth. " Bite my palm its ok. I can take the pain for you , sunflower."

I bit his hand hard , to comfort the pain. My teeth immersed deep into his flesh of palm.His blood started to gushed out and swam in between my teeth into my mouth. He didnt budge to remove his hand held hostage in between my teeth. " Bite it down baby. Take all time you want."

I trembled. He took the pain more than mine. Or may be my whole pain was accumulated on him. My heart shifted gently as he endured the animalism bite from me at his hand ,that was reposeful to my pain.His blood churned in my mouth. I couldn't spit it out or swallow it down.

" Sh sh.. its ok baby. I am going to put a splint to your wrist airtight. Just look at me. "He commanded gently and i nodded. He gradually pulled his palm from my teeth. He didn't even wince but his focus shifted on placing splints at my aligned wrist. My teeth impressions sunk deep at the side of his palm. I was at the edge of crushing his bones and nerves.

He pulled out the static splint from his bag and gently worked at the splint to loop it around my wrist.

I winced. " Almost done baby. Just hold on " he spoke softly. He buckled the splint to my aligned wrist. I quaked as he softly moved the buckle of splint around my wrist. I groaned. " There done. " The entire time my eyes glued to his face,which didnt even had a single streak of pain that l caused at his left palm.

The pain on my aligned wrist was immobilized yet a mild discomfort lingered. And he noticed that. " Does it still hurt?" His eyes met mine. I looked away without replying to his question. " You need to take painkillers it could give some relief. But before that. You need to eat. "

He curled his arm at my waist " hold on to me". I coiled my other hand around his neck. He effortlessly uplifted me and gently made my ass to push back , so that I can sit and lean on the headboard.

He descended his head down to the bag and slid out paper box. The scent of the food stroke my nostrils inviting the savouring saliva in my mouth. He flip opened the box and the scent became strong. It was peculiar. A scent i never recognised before. He parted the chopsticks and unravelled the aluminium foil.

Stacks of round discs covered with black sheath was aligned in row in the aluminium foil." Whats that?" I furrowed my brows. " Its gimbap. My mother used to make this for me and my brother when we come back from playing with our pets. " A teeny weeny smile lingered on his lips.

" Sad , that she is not alive now to make gim.... What its name, again?" I dramatically paused.

" Gimbap " His voice was low. he inclined down his head and gazed at food. Probably a single tears might me rolling down from his eyes.

" Ah Gimbap. She is not alive now , so sad her son killed her by crushing his boots on her throat her trachea almost...."

" Just eat." He poked chop sticks on it and pulled the gimbap between the chopsticks. His eyes uplifted to me as he brought the food to my lips. His eyes brimmed with hurt and pain. " You must be hungry. You need to take the pain killer, sunflower."

" I can eat by myself." I snapped at him." Just eat. " He awaited for my mouth to part open to shove the gimbap disc to my mouth. "Eat, baby. Dont make this difficult for me and you " he forced the food inside my mouth. The taste and flavour stuck to my taste buds of my tongue, yet I couldn't embrace his care after learning the brutal thing he did to Jungkook.

I spat the food to his face. The food along with my saliva splattered all over his face. Some food particles embedded on his lips, some on his eyebrows some on his nostrils. He close shut his eyes for a second and opened it only to offer me a wrathful stare.

" You think, showing off your filthy love would change anything you did to Jungkook?" The unnecessary words completely incompatible to my scheme slipped out of my mouth.

" No. You can watch it again and again it will be still the same, baby." He guffawed. Few food particles i spat to his face slipped into his mouth. Without any disgust he savoured it with his lips. " Sweet." He murmured.

My face contorted into settled distaste. " Yes it will be the same. It doesnt change. And it doesnt change the fact that me and Jungkook were in love , ten years ago . Right , Ian?"

His lips shrunk back to lingering position as he was grinding his teeth. The friction between his grinded teeth pierced my ears.

Another fact swung to my head.

" You know what." I paused observing his wrath " since, Paxson is not alive , he cant do opto.. " i bit my lips to recall the name of the gene therapy, Paxson did to my head. " Uh yeah. Optogenetics. You know what that means, Ian?" I voluntarily pressed his name through my lips.

" What.?" A nerve popped at his forehead as his eyebrows furrowed.Deep.

" That slowly, my head will be recalling every fucking moment i had with Jungkook." An unwelcomed smirk dangled through my face.

" May be every fucking kiss, his touch, his words and finally our innocent love you ruined just to claim me as your possession " i wheezed gently.

His countenance was stern and firm. "Keep me with you, Ian because my mind will incline to Jungkook slowly and I wont be your sunflower at....."

" Sunflower, " he clutched my other hand and brought to his face. I tried to pull back but he clutched my wrist tight. " Let go asshole " I jerked back my hand,it failed as he was clutching my wrist firm. " You think..." He rubbed my hand to his face mobbing off the food i spat on his face. " Paxson did all the optogenetics to your head ,baby?" I twisted my hand while he mopped his face with my hand.

" What do you mean?" I growled trying to pull back my hand. " You heard me." He ceased mopping my hand to his face and commenced to lick my finger tips that was smeared with the food i spat to his face. I writhed gently as my fingers came in contact with his mouth.

" You think , Paxson did all the the optogenetics to your head, sunflower?" He switched his licking session to my next finger tip.

" Then, who?" I twisted my wrist again. My heart started to bounced vigorously against my chest.

" Who might be?" He guffawed at me." And for the record, That asshole never kissed you , It was me whom you kissed first. And I never allowed him to fucking kiss you." He chortled . He leaned forward to my face. " And do you think I stepped inside your house to kill your mother,and my parents on that night? No i had that plan to execute in some other day. " His eyes darkened alike a dark cloud. " I came that night, because he tried kissing you. I came that night to warn that fucker not to touch you at all. But I never expected the plan of Rey and Paxton. "

"What? What was the plan of my mom and that sucker?" My eyes widened.

He shrugged his shoulders.

"Your first kiss and first fuck was me, sunflower. Always me. Remember our first kiss at the club baby? When Roy took you to the club and you just crawled to my lap and kissed the fuck out of me making me to come in my pants." My face twisted into embarrassment.

" I still feel that lip gloss of yours in my mouth..." He let out a dramatic moan "mmmm.. strawberry."

" You sick fuck." I panted.

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