Y/N
Fear, dug into my skin as he blurt out the words that he wanted to sew his hands with mine. The thought of being sewed to him for a lifetime was creeping out my soul out of my body.
" You know, baby..." he whispered, his voice sheathed in treacherous hint. "We were never meant to be separate. Two minds, four limbs,but one body."
His arm curled around me like a chain that almost squeezed my soul. "One. Just one. So you'd never be able to leave. So I could keep you,every inch of you tied to me."
He groaned as he sniffled my scent.
"I want to feel your soul when you wake up... your heartbeat when you sleep. I want your fears, your fright, your pain. I want the parts of you of which no one owns ,not even you." He leaned in closer,his lips rubbed my ear's shell.
"You're not just mine, sunflower. You're mine in most sick and insane way possible that no one understands.not even you! But me."
I swallowed, hard. But only thick air travelled through my throat.
"There's no you without me," he murmured, his lips piercing scrapped my delicate skin. "And there's no me without you. But only one of us gets to decide how this fucking ends. And I've already made up my mind."
" Let go, please " i mewled. His words had me teetered at knees.
" Sh sh. " He shushed me as his hand found my jaw. " It's going to be only you and me. One body two souls."
" Why are you doing this?" My sobs came out intermittently. " Let go, I don't want this , Jungkook."
I bit back my tongue as the name slipped out.
" What did you just call me baby?" His hold around my waist went unpinned. I took the chance and spun around to face him. " Jungkook, I called you Jungkook." I gradually took a step back. He stepped forward and hooked me towards him with his herculean arm. " You really think you can trick me again?saying the name I've been dying to hear from you again, all this damn time?" He scoffed. His eyes never left mine. "Oh, and by the way ,yeah, maybe that kiss was fake... but it was intense. I felt it. I relished it."
I writhed and gave him a tight slap across his cheeks with my left hand.
He tilted his head as if he was dusting few petals fallen on his face. " That was hot. Dont make me harder. Dont make this hard for you. Come on walk with me." He clutched my arm i hoisted to thrash it to his face and set forth to drag me with him.
" No! "I screeched." Let go! Let me go!" I could do only screaming but couldn't use my other arm as my wrist was ruptured by this sick monster. I instantly leaned down compressed my teeth to his forearm. He fizzled. I grasped the moment and grabbed the keyboard of PC system only to thrash it to his head.Before it could land on his head,he immediately brought his hand to guard his head which led to break the keyboard into two halves.
I turned around to set forth my running, at a stroke his fingers clutched my hair and captivated me backwards. I stumbled back to his chest. I hit my head back to crash his nose. He yelped." Fuck , sunflower where the fuck did you learn that." He inclined his head down and shook his head . His eyes was rolling up to his head. Perhaps the hit by the back of my head might have blurred his vision. He coiled and I grabbed one of the speaker , tugged it from its wire only to thrash to his shoulder, to make him coil again, so that I would buy me some time to run from him.
I turned my heels cornering his words.Before my body jerked forward to run, my mind snap to the door of the underground cave through which I came inside from the woods. I promptly dodged away from him crossing his body with my legs I scrambled up the stairs towards the door that lead me to woods.
Taking longer steps and skipping one steps , I reached towards the woods. I set my feet and took a paced up run.
The leaves and the twigs pierced my bare feet. I winced and whined yet I didn't halt my run. I couldn't run at my maximum pace as I need to keep my injured wrist in place without moving them. The sun rays pierced through the tree's crown and hit my face. The heat was constructing higher as it was the middle of afternoon.
I ran across the woods without snapping my head behind my back. My mind slipped to his Alligators but then I recalled he fed him some one's dead body before he stepped inside the cabin. They must be held up their ravishing the dead body.
"Y/N!!!' his roar clamoured to my ears. i quaked and took a halt for a second. " Shit." I cursed and set my feet to run again.
" Baby, stop running!" He growled . His thick voice resonated across the trees that stood tall haunting me to stop running from him. As I ran further, my eyes latched on a tall figure that was standing beside a tree's trunk. I stopped the abrupt movement of my feet. The sudden stop brought friction to my feet and the ground. Few layers of my feet 's sole scrapped off. I fizzled in pain.
I panted.
More tall figures emerged out of the tree trunks dressed in monochromatic attire of onyx color. I huffed and puffed for air. The tall figures set forth to sheathe me leisurely. I took a step back. I squinted my eyes to gaze at them. They had machine guns seated in their arms. I oscillated around. They started to walk to me slowly. My breaths shortened into a hyperventilating. Their movement towards me was dominant and horrifying like they wanted to capture me.
" we are not gonna hurt you" one of them spoke. " We're not asking. We're keeping you alive, so stay close and move now."
Hold on. Are these Jungkook 's men? It must be them. I recalled the way his men shoved inside the woods with Travis to take me from Ian.
"You have to help me. I'll go with you. This man... he's been.." i whimpered as my body was shaking in shivers of fear. Fear of being with Ian for more than one second .
" Please, there is no much time left. He is coming. Let's go. " I walked to the man and poked his shoulder with my fingers. He didn't move an inch to take me with him." Listen, I want to meet your master. Take me to him. I want to tell him I found the footage. Please . Just..."
" There you are." Ian came in running and slowed his pace of running before halting at a mere distance from me. As his presence came in , I hopped behind one of the man. " He is the one . Please help me. "
" Are they here yet?" Ian shot up the question and stretched his body cracking his knuckles and gases at his joints. He groaned by each crack sound popped.
" Kingpin." All of them spoke in unison and placed their fist to their chest and bowed their head to him.
" What the hell?" I took a step back and looked back at Ian. His eyes lingered on me by tilting his head showing off the blood gushing down drop by drop from his nostrils.
"Some of our men are securing the perimeter. And yes, a few of his men are here. We need to get your wife inside the cabin. "Another one spoke.
These are not Jungkook 's men? The fuck.
" Ah. Shit. This motherfucker. I am tired of feeding his men to my pets. " He grunted."Got grenade?" Ian blotted the blood from his nose by the sleeve of his hoodie.
" YES KINGPIN!" All roared in unison.
" Good. Blast them off. Good they are here. My pets got another feast. Aaah..." He groaned dramatically. " Miss my five little pets already."
No no. This can't happen. Jungkook have sent men to take me. How will I fight these bulk of men and that psychopath ? I shook my head in dismay . But then, my eyes fell on the pistol rammed to the waist band of the man ,whose back I was standing behind.
Without any second thought I pulled out the pistol from his waist band and set it to my temple.
" I will do it. I will fucking pull..."
My words sliced of as Ian took out his pistol whimsically from his waist and pulled out the bullet chamber and shoved it inside the magazine of the gun. Probably to check the bullets left in his pistol.
" Sunflower, put the damn gun down." He pulled the rear end panel of the gun. A clicking sound echoed through the woods.
" I will pull the trigger." I warned him well aware that he can't lunge forward towards me in a beat to twist my other wrist that was holding the gun to my temple. " Let me go."
" No" He pointed the barrel of the gun to me and pulled the trigger. The gun fired and the bullet crash landed to my left thigh perforating my thigh leaving a hole to my trousers.
I screeched. " You fucking ....' I shattered on the floor dropping the gun. He swiftly moved towards me and ploughed me up in his arms. " Why are you doing this , Y/N?" His tears dripped down to my chest as I writhed in pain ." Let me go, please..." I sobbed. " You motherfucker. Why dont you just let me go.." my vision started to blur. My legs trembled in pain. Blood soaked my trousers and his hoodie as he carried me in his arms.
None of his men moved an inch to help me. Perhaps he might have instructed them not to touch me. Because I know his envy ass.
" I can't , baby. I am sorry. I don't have a choice he is closer than we think " i sniffled.
"Kingpin, the guy you took out by the cabin,he managed to pass intel before you got to him. That's why they stormed in. But we've got your back. Get your wife inside. Now." one of his men said firmly.
" That guy is churning inside my pet's stomach with its bile juice now. " He sighed." Glad you took the call when I tried to contact you, JI 33. Alright. Secure the cabin! I need to take care of my wife. She is hurt." He walked towards the cabin. I coiled up in his arms wailing in pain .
" It... it hurts," I gasped, my voice wobbled , barely audible.
"No... no, what did you do?"
My trembling hands hovered over the wound, blood gushed through my fingers as my legs was seeking to be numb in pain.
"Why did you do this to me?" I whispered again, in pain, fear and his betrayal.
" What you made me do, sunflower?" His jaw pebbled
His hold was firm." I can't let them take you from me. I had no fucking choice!"
By few more steps, he reached the cabin. He kick opened the door and walked inside. He stormed inside the room and placed me on the bed gently. " Stay fucking there. Now don't try anything stupid!" He marched towards the dressing table again and pulled out the drawer in force and smashed it to the floor. He scrambled the contents.
My body was shaking in pain ." Do something, it hurts." I cried. " I can't take this ...." I curled up on bed. Blood was soaking the sheets. " Please... God...help me.." i clutch to the sheets . My nails rakes the sheets by every time I tugged it in pain.
" Why would you do this sunflower? Huh? " He growled and walked to me with his hands full of cotton,bandages , syringes , solutions in tiny bottles and suture machine,surgical needle and scissors.
He sat beside me and threw them on the bed. " Cant you just understand what we are huh? What we are mean to be.." he cupped my cheeks and shook my head.
I gasped. I whimpered and sobbed.
" Stay fucking there. Dont move your legs." He kissed my forehead. He curled his fingers around the surgical scissors and set it to my blood soaked trousers and slit them open to disclose my bullet wound.
" Shit " he cursed and walked to the kitchen that was opposite to the room. He pulled out a bottle of water from the refrigerator and walked to me again. He sat and twisted the cap of the bottle to open.
"This will sting. " He poured the water on my bullet wound . I screamed. " It's ok it's ok..." He whispered. His hands trembled as he poured down the water on my bullet wound. He smashed the bottle to the wall beside me in rage. In rage on himself as he shot me. I flinched and cried. He swiftly took the antiseptic lotion and dabbed in cotton to clean the surrounding of my bullet wound.
" Hold my hand. " He intertwined his hand with my fingers as he patted the cotton on my wound. I screeched again and dug my nails to his knuckles and wrists.
Out of the blue, a explosion sound roared from outside. I quaked.
" Don't worry about that. It's just my men going up against his" He mopped off his tears with the back of his hand.
Really? Tears? After shooting me with his pistol at my thighs.
" Stay still. " He tossed the blood soaked cotton and picked up a syringe and set the needle at the tiny bottle. " It's going to sting again. I need to inject this anesthesia to numb it."
He placed the tip of the needle at the bullet wound and gazed at me." Look at me. " He commanded . I looked at him. A painful sting pierced at my wound. I fizzled and screamed.he tossed the needle and incurvated his palm at my cheeks. " It's ok. Give some time to it to settle. It's ok.." his thumb stroke my cheeks like a wipers to mop off my tears.
" Why dont you just kill me ? " I sobbed inclining my head to his palm.
" Dont baby. Please dont say such words."He placed his forehead against mine." Everything. Every fucking thing I did was for you , Y/N. I just want to share my life with you. You , me and our kids. Is all I wish for, is it too much to ask? "
I almost unravelled in his touch and his words.
I swept it off my head as Jungkook 's whimpers flashed inside my head.
I whimpered against his lips. " Dont. .. i am done with your maneuvering phrases to twist inside my head. You don't get to play with my head and call it love, asshole . " The pain gradually was diminishing as the anesthesia took over. " Not this time."
His eyes transformed into a veil of wrath. A blanket of possession reflected in his eyes.
" Then I must look forward in sewing our hands together." He chortled. He then took the staple suture machine and a surgical knife. He gave a gentle slit at my bullet wound of which I didn't felt a pain or sting because it subjected to numbness. He plunged the scissor into the slit and clutched on the bullet. I gazed away. He pulled it out and placed it on a napkin he spread instantly on the bed. He clutched the staple suture machine and set on the slit to stitch it further. The machine worked. The clicked sound set in. I gazed away again as he worked them to stitch my wound.
After getting them set, he dabbed the cotton with the antiseptic lotion to place it on my wound and curled the bandage around it.
" There done " he sliced of the rest of the bandage that was swaying out. " You need to change."
" You are not touching me!" I snarled.
He cornered my words aside without quaking and clasped my trousers with his fingers. He hooked his fingers at the slit of my trousers and ripped it apart.
A fidget ran through my body as my core was bare to his eyes. " Relax , sunflower. Stop squirming, as if i don't know every inch of your little pussy. " He uncurled the torn pieces of my trousers and flipped them to floor. " Lie back,baby, You need to change your tampon. Let me do it." His voice was rough ,concealed in command.
" I can do it by myself." I snapped at him. I lingered there. Immovable. Demanding.
" I don’t want anyone else touching you ,not even yourself. Let me take care of what’s mine."he tugged the a strand of hair from side of my temple as it was plastered due to my sweat.
" I am not yours."I grinded my teeth and shook my head to dodge his touch. "You really want to test that theory?" he growled, leaning closer"You think you won’t be dripping the second I put my hands on you, baby?"
" Dont you fucking dare." I barked at him through my gritted teeth.
He chortled " we can check on that tonight , because it has been ..mm.." he tugged his lips inwards mimicking the action of thinking. " Ah… yeah. Eight months. It’s been eight long months since the optogenetics were done to your head. Which means tonight, we get to test just how deep your theories run."
I snap shut my lips.
"You like it dont you? When I tie your hair all the time it's disheveled. " He leaned closer and untied my messy bun which was disheveled as I ripped a patch of my hair tangled with synthetic hair. And he gathered them again in his hand to tie them into a perfect messy bun as if he has done it a thousand times. His fingers bristled my nape. His every touch was claiming his again. Which I detest.
" Alright lie back." He demanded.I acquiesced.
He gently parted my thighs, not disturbing my bullet wound and shoved his fingers gently inside my delicate slits. I shifted. His hot gaze pierced my core as his fingers clutched my tampon and slid it out.
I gasped. Mildly.
I switched my mind to the pandemonium happening outside the cabin. Because I don't want to be dripping wet by his touch. Anything to dodge his touches lingering on my skin.
I sharpened my ears to howls and wails of Jungkook 's men who were being thrashed to only fleshes and bones by Ian's men.
He marched to the dressing table and pulled out a box from the other drawer. He scrambled the contents and pulled a tampon wrapped in a plastic wrap. He picked them up and set it's tip to his incisors and pulled it with fingers to rip the wrap.
I wiggled gently by the way he ripped the tampon's wrap. I gazed away. Trying hard not to find it hot.
He walked swiftly to me and sat in between my legs. In a split second , he gently plunged the tampon through my delicate slits. I gasped.
" Let me get your trousers" he stood up and walked out of the room. I gazed at my wrecked wrist seated in the splint and my thighs wrapped with bandage. " He won't stop. He will do anything to keep me to himself." I whimpered. "Not after everything. Not after everything he did as if I was made out of a piece of his ribs. " Tears rolled down from my eyes and swayed down through the side of my temples.
He stepped inside the room accompanied with a new trousers in his hand. He sat beside me on the bed. He hooked one leg of the trousers through my one ankle. And did the same to the other. He drew the trousers upwards to my knees. With delicate motion, he dragged them above my bullet wound without touching it. " Lift your hips, sunflower. Hold me and lift your hips. "
As I ran out of choice, i looped my arm around his neck and uplifted my hips. He slid the trousers up. His fingers swept my waist line. His eyes wandered at me as if he was devouring my soul.
" Jungkook, found me, Ian." I spoke to tap out my desirable thoughts as his touch was hurling me down to his arms. " He will come for me."
" I will rip his throat before he even breathes the same air you breathe, sunflower." He scoffed. "Before he even steps his foot in this cabin, i will break his bones "
" Etch this into your fucking heart, asshole. I will leave you. And when I do, "You’ll feel it like your heart’s been set on fire , burning, tearing you apart from the inside out, until there’s nothing left but ashes and regret" i clasped the sheets transferring my wrath to it as I raked it.
" And that's why we are getting our hands sewed together." He inclined to me closer. Your right arm with my left arm. Doesn't that sound nice, baby?" He planted a gentle kiss to my cheek." We could make it permanent . You and me bounded together. No one will take you from me if I carve you to my fleshes and bones.Not even you can take yourself away from me," he growled. "You belong to me, sunflower,every breath, every heartbeat. And I’ll tear the world apart before I let you forget that."
I swallowed hard and rough.
" Now shut that pretty mouth of yours. " A painful puncture haunted on my left forearm. I yelped. " What did you..."
" Rest now , sunflower. I have a sea of blood waiting outside to drench in. I won't stop until every threat for us is buried six feet ground. Let me do the killing, Sleep now " He stroke my hairline gently. His face started to blur into flickers of phantom and streaks of shadows. My eyes lid close shut inviting me into hopelessness of dread.
Hours later:
Are you ok?
Yes. I mean no can you lift us up.
My little hand set the sunflowers down
Why do you have four hands?
Giggles. Giggles. Giggles.
Because we are one body two heads ,and four limbs.
Do you have a name?
Ian Jungkook.
Giggles.
The giggles waved backwards making it arduous for my ears listen as they fainted gradually.
A sudden jolt transferred all over my body asy eye lids scrolled up. I could see only dark velis sheathing around my eyes. My breaths shortened. I gasped for air. I couldn't.
"Where am I? " It bounced back to my ears in short wavelength. I tried moving my hands but they were restrained . I tried moving my legs , the pain at my thighs almost ripped me apart. I screeched. My scream bounced back to my skull and shuddered. I blinked my eyes rapidly. I tried twisting my head to either side, my head hit to the walls of something hard. The pain and fear anchored my head to spot. I uplifted my head only to be thrown back to place with a thud. I tried again. My forehead hit the wall of something. A wood. A wooden piece? What is it?
I moved my head again only to be contained in the wooden wall.
I turned my head on the other side. A wave of light passed through the slit of the wooden wall. I glanced and squinted my eyes through the slit to witness what was happening outside the wooden wall. His shadow walked around, my eyes followed. I turned my head to the other side, only for the rough and thick wood to press against my skull.
Wait.
No. No No. No.
Am I in a coffin? Why am I in a fucking coffin?
" You are awake ,sunflower?"
His voice plunged in breaking the silence inside the wooden box , but inviting more dread and despairs than the hollow trench inside the wooden walls.
" Jungkook.. i cant see anything!" I yowled. " Please...let me out. Let me out please!"
A moment of tranquility paused. It was venomous. It strangled my soul. And his voice returned , ferocious.
"Now you say my name just right… like it was lurking and haunting in your fear, in your pain, in your ...." His fingers tip ran down the valley of my breasts " pleasure, baby."
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